It's already been 2months and I've been missing the guys like mad luckily I had Jaren so we would hung out or we would play fortnite together, me, Mason and Jay have been talking and we've also been playing together, but I still couldn't forget about him, he's always in my mind I can never get rid of him, but today I decided to go out with Jaren to get some coffee, so we went to Starbucks
While I was waiting in line to order a boy tapped me on my shoulder and when I turned around he said "hey, so umm I think you're really cute"
I then looked at him, he had black messy hair, he was a bit taller than me, he had the best blue eyes I've ever seen and he was quite cute. "I think you're cute too" I said while smiling
We started talking for a while, I found that his name is Luke, he's 20 so one year older than me, he's sporty, he likes to play video games sometimes and loads of other things
"Hey before you go could I have your phone number?" He asked once I have it to him it was my turn to order, once I had finished ordering I said to him "call me"
"Trust me baby I will" he said and winked at me afterwards
As soon as I got back to the table, I gave Jaren his frappucino and he quickly said "so I saw you and that guy talking, tell me everything" as soon as I finished he said "yayyyyy, you're definitely gonna date him" as soon as he said that I got a text from someone
Unknown number
Hey, this is Luke xx
I then showed Jaren and said "he likes you, go for it" but I didn't believe, at first
Luke
Hey xx
Do you want to go on a date on one of this days? xx
Ye sure, when? xx
What about Friday? xx
Ye sure that's perfect xx
K cool, I'm going to pick you up at 7pm xx
Okay see you then xx
Okay see you xxx
I then showed Jaren and he said "and now you got a date on Friday, play hard to get though"
I then chuckled and said "don't worry I will", we then started talking about different things, when we were finished Jaren showed me around a bit more, Flo already showed me half of California and I wish I was joking but im not, but she didn't show me some of the parks, so that's where me and Jaren went for a bit and then we headed home
As soon as I got home I texted Mason
Mason
Oy cunt guess what?
What?
Basically I met a boy called Luke and he asked me out on a date
Fuck ye, when?
Friday
I'm proud to know that you're able to move on
Ye same wanna play some fortnite?
Ye sure
I wish I could forget about him, I wish I could move on but unfortunately I still can't
When me and Mason started playing we were able to get a few wins but after a while I had to go because Flo wanted to go out so i told Mason and he was alright with it
I didn't know where me and Flo were going because she never told me. When she parked her car and got out she said "we're going shopping for your date tomorrow"
I then looked at her and said "are you being serious?"
She then looked at me while laughing and said "no, I'm going to make you hot as fuck" she picked loads of clothes for me, but the one that I liked the best was a blue short dress which showed my outlines, with some black heels, she liked it too so we ended up buying it and then we went to a diner to eat some dinner
Once we got back home it was already really late so we decided to go to sleep and that's when it started
I was in a dream, it was me and Ezra cuddling, talking, laughing and kissing, we were in bed, sun was shining through the curtains, for once everything was the way I wanted it, but after a while he said "I'm sorry" I turned around to look at him to ask why but I woke up in the middle of the night, I was in a puddle of sweat, I looked to both my sides to see he wasn't there, to see that I was alone, and tears started to form in my eyes, I needed him more than ever but I couldn't have him, after that I couldn't go to sleep so I got up and went to the balcony, I needed to get him off my head before tomorrow, Luke might be the only way to forget about him
