A few months had passed and I had 2 more months before I had to leave, and tonight I was going on another date with Luke, we've been going on dates for ages, in 2hrs he was going to pick me up so I went to the bathroom to get ready I took a shower I then put on the pink hoodie that Mason got me with my skinny black jeans with my white Adidas shoes, I then put on a bit of make-up and before I knew it Luke was waiting for me downstairs, I quickly head down and we walked to a restaurant
Once we were finished eating Luke said "so umm, we've been on loads of date and I was wondering if you wanted to become my girlfriend?" He looked really shy which it made it cuter
I then said while sounding very exciting "I would love to" he then looked into my eyes and gave me the cutest smile ever once he paid we stood up he locked hands with mine and we started walking at one point he stopped I looked at him and while I was saying "whats wro-" he kissed me, i loved how he would do that, it would make me forget about Ezra sometimes
Ezra's pov
I was sitting at the end of the stairs looking out of the window and saw that it was raining, it made me remember of how we met after a while I realized tears were starting to roll down my cheeks, she's the only girl that I will ever love, I've been sleeping with loads of girls but not even one can make me forget about her, I drink to forget but I always remember, I get high to escape from reality but then it all comes back, but we both needed to break up, because either wise we would have done nothing but hurt each other, and I just didn't want to see her upset even if it meant for me to be more fucked up than ever
When Mason told me that she had left for a bit, I broke down to tears, he's been coming to check on me, to see how I'm doing, I always lie and say that I'm alright
Then someone knocked on the door, I wiped my face so they didn't know I was crying and I then stood up and went to open the door
Mason's pov
When Ezra opened up, i said "hey, you alright?"
As he let me in i said "ye I'm alright, I've never been better"
I then noticed something and said "is that why your eyes are red and puffy?"
"Man I've just smoked loads of weed, you know me" he said
As he went to get me a beer i said "we both know that's not true, I know that you've been crying, you miss her don't you?", While he was gone i noticed a few things, his couch had loads of vodka bottles along with his bongs, the carpet had a few alcohol stains, the windows were closed shut, the apartment was a mess, his table was also flipped and this isn't like him at all, he's kinda always been a clean person
Once he got back and handed me a beer, he looked at me and shouted "of course I fucking miss her, all these girls don't do shit, ye sure they might be hot but they're not her, no one is her, nothing can make me move on, nothing can make me better, before if I smoked pot or got really wasted I was able to feel alright but now I don't feel alright sure I can forget about her but I'm not relaxed, I'm not calm, I need her man, I need to see her, I need to hear her voice" at this point he was in tears, and at one point he rushed up to his bedroom and locked it, i started hearing him punch things
I knocked on his door and said "come on Ezra, come out here"
He shouted "Mason leave me the fuck alone, I need to be alone"
I said "alright call me if you need me"
Ezra's pov
I needed her, I needed {name}, but I also needed to forget about her so I decided to go to a bar, I decided to get wasted so I went to the bar, I ended up getting really drunk and I left with another girl, but even this one wasn't going to make me forget about her
Jaren's pov:
While I was editing one of my videos to upload I got a call from Mason when I answered he didn't sound alright, after he hanged up I was debating whether or not I should tell {name}
°sorry that there were loads of pov's changes but I hope you're enjoying this book°
