Your pov:
It's been already a month of me and Luke dating, I was upset that I was leaving in a month but I was also really happy that I was going to see the boys again. I thought that by dating Luke I was able to forget about Ezra, but yet again I was proven wrong, I still loved him, I had already told Luke and he was kinda alright with knowing that my ex was still on my mind but that at least I was trying to forget bout him, but deep down I knew that he was jealous.
While I was playing Fortnite with Jay I got a notification from my phone and as I checked to see what it was I sawa text from Jaren.
Jaren💯
Hey
Hey
Do you want to hung out for a bit?
Ye sure, now?
Ye, get ready that I'm going to pick you up
Alright see you then
See ya
I went to the bathroom to get ready, I put on my grey hoodie, with my white skinny jeans and my black converse I then put some make-up on and once I was finished Jaren texted me saying he was downstairs waiting in his car, and so I headed out
Once I got in Jaren car he didn't seem alright so I said "what's up?"
He then said "oh um nothing I'm alright"
I then looked at him and said "Jaren we both know that's not the truth, what's up?"
He then said "you shouldn't really be worrying about me, Mason called me and said that he went over to Ezra, he saw him with red puffy eyes, when he asked Ezra if he still missed you, he shouted at him saying how much he misses you, that every time he hooks up with a girl he would wish that he could move on, but he can't, of how he always gets drunk or high to forget about you, but you always end up on his mind, Mason didn't tell me everything so if you want to know everything you can ask him"
As tears were rolling down my cheeks I then said "I wish I could tell him how I feel about him but I'm dating Luke, I can't break Luke's heart, I can't break someone else heart" but it came out as a whisper
He then said "I know, and I'm not saying you should break up with him"
I then said "Jaren I need him just as much as he needs me, I miss Ezra, Luke doesn't get him off my head, everything that I do gets him in my head, I can't move on from him, I can't forget about him even if I try, when me and Luke kiss all I can think is how much I loved when me and Ezra would kiss... Ezra is like a drug to me and unfortunately he's a drug I'm addicted to" but it came out as a whisper again but this time my voice was shaking because I was full on in tears
Jaren's pov:
She then whispered "Jaren I need him just as much as he needs me, I miss Ezra, Luke doesn't get him off my head, everything that I do gets him in my head, I can't move on from him, I can't forget about him even if I try, when me and Luke kiss all I can think is how much I loved when me and Ezra would kiss... Ezra is like a drug to me and unfortunately he's a drug I'm addicted to" I looked over at her because her voice was shaking and I saw her head down looking at her knees with her eyes shut closed and tears rolling down her cheeks I then realized she was silently crying, it broke my heart to see her like this because I've never see her like this, at one point she then said "Jaren I'm sorry but I want to go home"
I then said "it's fine let me just turn around"
She then said "no I need to walk, I want to walk please"
I then said "but it's starting to rain now"
She then looked at me, her eyes were red and she said "I don't care I just need to walk, it makes me forget sometimes"
"I'm sorry {name}, for telling you"
She then looked at me and said "don't be, I needed to know anyways" and she then gave me a weak smile and got out of the car, I didn't want her to but I knew she would have gone anyways
°sorry if this chapter was a bit short°
