your shadow never leaves you

chapter 15: sad and alone

I stood there longer then i thought, "what are you staring at", i looked at keith, i paused out of fear, "youre staring at lance eh?", i nodded slowly without thinking, keith, chuckled,  i felt my face get really hot, keith smiled at me, "i didn't think anyone could like lance without telling him", i chuckled, "well im going to get back to training if you would like to join?", "nah im going to wait for pidge to make me an outlet so i can charge my phone", he looked confused, "im going to use it for music and looking through old picks and try to play games", he nodded, i walked away getting a last glance at lance, i walked into my room, i sat down on the bed, i put in my head phones and blasted my music, i put the pillow against the wall, i got up grabbing more pillows and blankets, i made a fort, i sat down in my little cave blasting my music, without realizing i fell asleep, i opened my eyes, it was cold, 'metal', i used my phone for light, 'purple?', i stood up looking through the small slit, 2 huge animal people looking things were standing by the door, "uhh do you know where i am?", one of them looked at me with his terrifying face, "where do you think", "in a purple prison with hideous guards", he growled, "ok im sorry now where am i really", the other one looked in, "wow we never hear that from people like you", "what do you mean by people like me?","you were with voltron", "oh yeah i actually dont talk to them i never really even go on missions with them so im not really part of the 'team', most of them dont even care if im alive",they stared at me, "then why are you still there?", "well one i cant go home without the ship and 2 there is only a few people who are keeping me there", he nodded, they turned back into their positions, i put in my headphones realizing my phone was at one hundred percent, 'pidge must have plugged it in before they got me', i put my headphones in blasting the music, after a good 30 minutes i feel a kick to my stomach, i looked up, not effected ,y the kick because of y training,

i saw a man looking thing with long white hair, i turned off my music and put my phone away, the thing reached for my phone, "this thing has no effect it on,y plays music i cant contact anyone on it so whats the use of taking it away, anyways if you do take it away i wont help you", he stared at me, his eyes narrowed, "do you know why youre here?", "im buddies with the voltron team", i rolled my eyes, "i want info on their plans and how to get voltron", i stared at him," ok slow your roll buddy, number one i dont even know what voltron looks like, number two i dont know their plans because i have no purpose on that 'team' i dont think they even realized when i entered a room with the, they dont care that i even exist, i just want to go home, i dont want anything to do with this voltron bullshit", i exploded in this things face, he looked a little awkward when i yelled at him but it was the truth, "honestly i donnt even care if you kill me, they wont even care", he just stared at me, he had a hint of sympathy in his eyes, i hit my head back on the purple metal, i sighed, i curled my legs up, 'i just want to talk to max,sarah, alex,levi,yato,and yuki again, i want to see them again, i was brought out of my thoughts by a siren, the thing and his other things ran out shutting the door, i got up 'i need to get out of here to get home', i crawled to the door, 'they left it open a little, i opened it, i crawled around in the hall, i let out my ears and tail to enhance my senses, i walked and walked until i found a room, i walked in, i looked around at some jars filled with purple stuff, i touched one of them, an alarm sounded, i jumped back but ran into someone, i turned around, i woman in a cloak, she had red or pink marks on her face, "im sorry i didnt mean to!", "youre with voltron?", i sighed and shook my head no,

"no not anymore", "why are you out of your cell", "i.i.it was open so i wanted to explore.....ill go back if you'd like", "ill take you", i nodded i didnt want to be on the bad side of these people, i was put back in my cell, i sat there, the siren stopped and i heard people thrown into the cell next to me, "WHY COULDNT WE FIND HER THAT IDIOT IS NOWHERE TO BE FOUND", i heard someone yell, it sounded like lance, "hey calm down maybe she was in a different ship", "WELL THAT IDIOT GOT US TRAPPED", "lance calm down", it was lance and he was talking about me, the team continued talking about me, lance was pissed and called me some horrible names, pidge and keith stood up for me a little but still agreed, my tears started to flow, i tried not to sob, but at last one escaped, the chatter stopped, i continued to sob, i cried harder then i ever had in my life, "i just wanted to go home ok, i never wanted to be apart of your 'team', why did you even come to help if you didnt like me", i yelled out, i continued to sob, i heard someone get punched, but i didnt care i just wanted to go back to earth and hang with the people i loved with all my heart, "scarlet?", it was shiro, "no dont even talk to me, im just the dead weight is carrying, why dont you guys find a way out, ill be fine here, i dont care if i spend the rest of my life in a cell!", i was angry, i put in my headphones again blasting it, "scarlet", i opened my eyes and saw that thing again, he was holding out his hand, i stuck my phone in my pocket, he grabbed me, he pulled me to a white room with a bed, he strapped me to it, the woman in the cloak entered the room, "hello you'll be my test subject",

her hands started to light up, she sent some purple magic shit at me, it struck me, and it didnt effect me as usual, 'its weaker than bosses power,"how did that feel", "i didnt feel anything", she looked shocked, she grabbed a sharp object and stabbed me, "how about that?", "nothing ", she stared at me, she looked pissed, she continued to torture me, she then used a weird gun thing, the first time i didnt feel anything, the second it felt like a pinch, the more times she shot me, them more pain i felt, when the pain got too intense i passed out, they threw me into a cell, i opened my eyes and saw a worried team, i stared at them with no emotion, i scooted away from them, i pushed myself against the wall, "are you ok?", i stared at shiro, i instantly held up my middle finger, lance looked pissed when i did that, the other 4 didnt look surprised at all, i pulled out my phone,' its doing well on battery', i put in my headphones, my phone was taken with my headphones only a second later,"WE COME HERE TO SAVE YOUR ASS THEN GET TRAPPED AND ALL WE GET IS A MIDDLE FINGER AS A FUCK OFF?!?!?", "give me my phone", i said in a monotone voice, "NO, AT LEAST GIVE US A THANK YOU", "i dont want to", "THEN I DONT WANT TO GIVE YOU YOUR PHONE, MAYBE I FEEL LIKE BREAKING IT", "you wouldnt", "i wouldnt?, WELL HERE YOU GO!!", he smashed my phone onto the ground stomping on it, i was so shocked, 'all my memorise with max,sarah,alex,levi,yuki,and yato,gone', i was frozen, i crawled to my phone, i picked up the small pieces of my phone, i looked to pidge she looked shocked too, the others faces were shocked, i looked at pidge and hunk,"p.p.please say you can fix this", my voice was raspy, my throat was dry, they both looked at the small pieces and slowly shook their heads no,

the burn of tears struck me, i started to shake, "fuck you lance", i looked at him my eyes were full of tears, he looked shocked, "fuck you, you asshole!", i yelled at him, i walked up to him and started to punch him with everything in me, after i was done he had a few bruises but otherwise i couldnt hurt him that bad, i didnt know why but i couldnt, i curled into a ball in the corner, i cried the whole time, my heart was shattered, everything i owned and loved was on that phone, when i had that phone i felt safe, it was my home, i brought my home with me everywhere i went, i learned the names of the people, when haggar entered again i was lifeless, i had nothing, i looked at her, "what happened here, you look terrible", "i lost everything i loved and owned by a single action of a person in here", they looked at lance, "i know how to make it better", i will pick who will fight in the gladiator fights, ill have some soldiers to get you later", she left, "if anything run from the fight try to avoid the person!", shiro sounded serious, i guess fighting in it can ruin you, later on someone grabbed lance and i, we were called to the arena, we had to fight each other, i was given a sword even tho i had 4 of my own within my body but they didnt know, my strongest sword was called akuma-ire-show, it did have a counter part called, kakudo-ari-uri, one was an angel one was the devil, i have the devil, and the person i killed to get rid of the counter part had the angel, akuma was a black sword that came out of my hand when i called its name out, shadow was an electric blue whip that came out of my head when i said its name, irene is a red sword that came out of my belly button when i called upon it, and all three of them together was akuma-ire-show it was a blue,red and black sword, i could use my powers through it, it came out of my chest when i called upon it,

i walked out onto the arena floor, i stood in front of lance, he raised his sword, i raised mine, he came at me, i dodged, i blocked, after a few blocked blows i dropped my sword, he paused clearly confused, "you have taken everything from me so why not just take my life too, my phone had everything i loved on it, everything i owned on it, so just please kill me", he hung his head low, "i didnt know it was the thing keeping you live, i.i.i was just jealous because you had a memory thing from home, i understand the feeling of wanting to go home, i want to go home so bad and see my friends and family", he dropped his sword, "im sorry i destroyed your phone, you can slash me as many times as you need", i walked to him, "i couldnt hurt you lance", i hugged his head because he was kneeling, "why cant you hurt me", " i cant say sharpshooter....i cant say", guards came out of nowhere, i put my force field up, they tried to touch us and they were launched backwards, i used my elemental powers to get us out of there, we ran to the cell and got them out, they grabbed their bayards and ran towards their lions, pidge ran back to the cell, "ill catch up ill be right back", i was shoved into keiths lion, after exiting , the door started to close, "pidge" i whispered, as it was almost closed the green lion flew out, i sighed in relief,