your shadow never leaves you

chapter 20: what's the point of trying part 2

i woke up to the smell of lance, my eyes shot open, i looked around for him, i realized his jacket was about to fall, i snatched it up before it fell, i put the jacket to my face, i smelled the jacket, 'thats weird i should stop', 'but it smells like him', 'STOP!', i put the jacket in my lap, i looked down at it, i smiled remembering the trouble we got in at the garrison, i laughed, the times in the castle, the little time in the castle, i blushed at the thought of lances 5 o'clock shadow, his hair cut, the muscle he built up, i groaned, 'damnit lance you stupid blue eyed asshole!, why do i feel this way with you!', i screamed in my head, i pinched the bridge of my nose, i put his jacket in a cubbie in my lion, i pressed a button, the drawer disappeared, i stood up, i walked out of my lion, i took the elevator upstairs, i walked to my room, i looked in the mirror, "i look like shit", "no you dont" i saw alex on my bed, "pervy sage what are you doing in my room?", "i was waiting for you but you never show'd", "you damn perv get out!", i threw a pillow at him, he started to chuckle, "FINE!!", and with that he left with a huff, i chuckled, "i missed this place", i whispered to myself, i smiled,   

i walked into the bathroom, i undressed and jumped into the shower, after awhile i got out, i walked out to my room with the towel wrapped around myself, i pulled out some leather shorts, i walked to my closet, i pulled out a black crop top, i pulled out a black jacket, 'im glad i kept clothes here, but i do have to get some new clothes its lookin empty', i pulled on some black leather thigh boots, i strapped some weapons where people couldnt see them, i put some throwing knives into my boots, i strapped a pistol holder to my waste, i turned it to my back where my jacket would hide it, i put my gun in, i put 2 army knives in knife holders on my thighs, i walked out with my phone, wallet, and keys, "I GET TO DRIVE MY MOTOR CYCLE!!", i ran down the stairs, it would be faster then the elevators, i passed by boss in the hall, "scarlet!", i stopped in my tracks, i turned, "whats up?", "you have a job tonight", "how much?", "$100,000", "DAMN, what sucker do i have to kill?!?!", "ill have mandy send you the details, and where are you going?", "the coffee shop then to store for some damn chips!", he chuckled in his deep fatherly voice, deep down i knew that he isnt that fatherly to others, "boss!", "yes?", his icy blue eyes landed on my warm amber eyes, (btw im changing the eye color if it wasnt already amber),"i need you to get the group in a meeting to explain where i was, it can you stay between us 5, ok?", he nodded, 

i ran down 3 more flights of stairs, i saw my beauty, i ran to her, " you need a wash", i sat down, i put the key, she roared, 'god i missed this', i took off forgetting how much power my girl has, i sharp turned luckily not falling over, i turned into the cafe,i parked my motor cycle, i jumped off and ran inside, i smelt the smell of some good coffee, i walked up to cashier, "hi i would like a mocochaco extra chocolate, with whipped cream and milk please", the man narrowed his eyes, he looked down at something, "is your name scarlet black?", i nodded, "how did you know?", "the previous worker gave me a paper, she gave me your name and what you looked like, she said everytime you come in to give  you a free a sandwich with mayo, white bread, green gross stuff, some tomatoes, and ham" i smiled, i clasped my hands together, he handed me my coffee and sandwich, i sat down, i scarfed down the sandwich, "oh how i've missed earth food", people stared at me weird, i put my head down, i threw away the container, i waved to the man, i walked out with coffee in hand, 

i jumped onto my bike, i rode to the store speeding past traffic, i parked my bike chugging my coffee, i ran in and bought some cheddar and sour cream ruffles, i ran to grab ice cream, i grabbed a tub of ice cream, i checked out, i ran out to my beauty, i stuck the bags in the hidden part of my bike, i jumped onto my bike and rode home, i ran to my room grabbing a spoon and a bowl, i ran and jumped on my bed, "time to binge watch criminal minds!", i poured the chips into the bowl, i let the ice cream thaw while watching, i played the show, i started munching on the chips, after i knew the ice cream was thawed i opened it and started eating, the chocolate junks in the green mint ice cream, once i was on the final episode, the chips were almost gone, the ice cream was half gone, i closed the ice cream, turned off my TV, i stood, i walked to my closet, i saw a black dress, 'im gonna go to the club', i slipped on the tight black dress, 'i think i would look like a blob but my stomach stayed flat', i put on some black heels, the dress had pockets, i put my phone in my pocket, i walked out with my wallet, i walked down stairs, i walked all the way to the club,