The End Of You And Me | BOOK 1 (Completed) & 2 (Currently Writing)

TEOYAM | 00. Prologue

Death.

Most people fear it.

But I'm not like most people. Never was and never will be.

I don't fear dying. In fact, I embraced death with arms wide open.

But no, you're not reading something from a ghost.

Unless I really am dead by the time you read this, but I'm saving that discussion for another time. This isn't about time travelling or any of that tomfoolery.

This journal- or "diary" as my doctor would like to call it- is part of rehab. My rehab. They said writing my thoughts down and trying to remember the events prior to my near death experience would help me. I have yet to decide if I believe them or not.

See, just three months ago, I almost died. It wasn't 50/50 or even 60/40.

It was 80/20.

They were 80% sure I was going to die.

I didn't die though. I guess that saying people have is true after all. You know that one about bad grass and how it's hard to kill them? It's an accurate representation of who I am. I'm a crappy person. It's a fact. There's no point in denying that. I'm also alive and seemingly well, but that couldn't possibly be further from the truth.

I'm on this road to getting better now and part of that road is keeping this journal since I don't talk about my actual feelings and thoughts.

I don't really talk anymore.

I mean, I can talk. I just don't do it.

It's funny, really. Before this incident, they could never make me shut up. I always talk about what I think regardless of what anyone says or feels. People usually find it offensive but I couldn't care any less even if I tried.

Now that I think about it, I guess I really died (figuratively speaking) and I'm just this empty shell that's void of anything.

Most people can't pinpoint when they started dying.

But like I said earlier, I'm not like most people.

I know when I started dying, and it started with a boy named Harry Styles.

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A/N: Hello, everyone! That was just a preview to our first ever fanfic. What do you guys think? :) I know it's a bit short. Don't worry, the first chapter will be long. Haha.

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-Kendall