Faith - An Auslly Story

Half Way Through

Ally's POV

Day 10 { officially half way through the Eclipse tour

Austin hasn't kept any of his promises, I have been awake every night of this tour, he just says he is too tired. Even though Harmony wakes up every 2 hours. We're in Washington D.C tonight, Harmony begins to cry at 3:30am, I woke up and grabbed her out of the crib and put the bottle in her mouth. I can't take it anymore, I just cry, and cry and cry. I've lost 2 stone, every part of my body looks scrawny and boney. I feel awful all the time, the only time Austin really takes Harmony is when he brings her on stage. I don't go up, I feel too self conscious, not that Ausin has noticed. He is too busy being a rockstar to care. When he isn't preforming, or with his tutor, he is asleep. I even cancelled my tutor because I didn't have the time.

I love my family more than anything but I can't do this by myself. I'm so home sick, I just want to go home.

Seattle'

I was sitting in the tour bus holding Harmony, who wouldn't go asleep when Austin came in.

"Woohoo, that concert was awesome."

"That's great, Austin will you please help me put Harmony to bed. She won't go down for me."

"Ally, I'm working. All you have to do is look after a kid, I have to preform concerts every night."

"Austin, you promised that you would do nights and mind her during the day but I have minded her all day everyday and gotten up every night. I'm so tired Austin, I'm not sure I can do this anymore." I began to cry, I turned away from Austin. The sobs were racking down my back. Austin continued to stand there and look at me.

"Ally like I said, I have a job. A very tiering job and I don't appreciate you telling me to do more. I don't have the time, now I'm going to bed."

He walked past me and climbed into bed, I sat on the couch with Harmony in my arms and cried most of the night.

I didn't talk to Austin the whole next day, when we arrived in Toronto [ I have no idea where these places are on a map, I'm not American] Austin hopped out of the bus with her guitar and stormed over to the venue. I didn't bother bringing Harmony over for the end, I just packed which I was still doing when Austin came back in.

"Ally, why are you packing?"

"Austin, I told you that I was going home if this didn't work out. I have a flight booked for me and Harmony."

Austin's pov

"Ally you can't leave."

"Austin like I said lastnight, I'm exhausted, you didn't help me like you promised. I need to go home, maybe ask Beth to help me a couple if nights."

I stopped and looked at Ally, she was wearing a pair of skinny jeans and a jumper, I had never realise how much weight she had lost. She looks sick and pale and beyond tired. She rubbed each tear from her face as it fell.

"Ally, I'm so sorr.."

"Save it Austin, I gave you a second chance to sort it out and you didn't. I just want to go home to everyone." She paused and looked out the window.

"My taxi is here, do me a favour and hold your daughter while I get the luggage out." She passed me Harmony and attempted to lift the suitcase out of the bus, halfway she had to stop and take a break. I walked over and lifted it with one arm. It wasn't even that heavy.I helped her carry the rest of the stuff out. Tears stung my eyes when I said goodbye to Harmony, Ally came over and hugged me.

"Austin, I love you."

"I love you too Ally, so much." I couldn't un- wrap my arms from her frail body, she looks so sick. "Austin, it's better we go home, enjoy the rest of your tour."

"Ally I love you so much. I'll see you in 8 days. Please eat some food Ally, you look unwell."

"I just have no appetite Austin." She hugged me one last time and got into the taxi.

I walked in and sat down on the couch. "Oh my god." I finally let the tears out, I literally didn't wake up once to give her a bottle or I hadn't put her to bed. Then I told Ally she had an easy job. She has the hardest job of all.

Just then my phone beeped. ' Austin, just so you know, I love you very very much and me leaving was for the best. Beth is going to stay with me until your Miami concert. Then we can work out how we'll look after Harmony. Xxxx A '

'I love you more than anything Allycat, things are going to change for the better. I promise. Give all my love to my princess xxxxxxx Your Rockstar

I flicked onto twitter and tweeted Anna goodnight.

'@annalovesaustin Night Anna, sleep well. Only 7 more days until Miami :) - AM x'

I've tweeted her every day since I met her, she seems like such a special girl. I flicked onto her page, and I could believe her Bio.

' Anna Bradly aka Mrs Moon :) Just a normal girl living with YTDD. #fightingtilltheend'

I googles YTDD, and it stands for Young Teenager Death Disorder. A disease which means, her heart is ageing faster than she is and by her 15th Birthday it would be the same as someone's who was 110 years old. I put my phone down in shock, so thats why she was in a wheelchair. I DM'ed her.

'Hey Anna, I just read about your YTDD and I'd love to have a fundraiser or trust supporting it. Do you think you would be free for Lunch on Sunday, tell your mom to come too.'

Her reply was almost immediately 'YES YES YES'

I smiled, and got into bed, without Ally. I never realised how much I love her until she isn't beside me.