Take Me To Mars (Tododeku)

Chapter 4: How You Feel

This can't be real! Kirishima would never do this, never! I trust him. He's my best friend...He is too nice and kind. This is just photoshop, Kirishima. Would never do this... Izuku cried for help in his darkened thoughts that swallowed his mind. The images fluently flowed through his mind as he kept remembering them vividly.

"I'll just talk to him in person. That'll be better, he'll just be doing his regular thing. Right?" he stammered.

He gulped down the built up saliva as, cold chills ran down his lithe torso.

Izuku got out of his car as he reached Kirishima's place. Unsettling vibes desperately tried to gruesomely destroy his stomach as he approached his best friends house.

He stiffened his hand as he reached for the doorbell. Wincing, he pressed the button. Echo's were heard across the house as, the doorbell was that loud. Izuku's eyes grew wider as the foggy glass decoration showed a tall figure approaching the door. Instant regret screamed in his head, he clenched his hand as he stood up tall. Don't worry! Kirishima will answer, then we'll talk and hangout..Then i'll talk to him about if he's seeing anyone then i'll just spill the beans out of him!! Internal thoughts of fear and rage raided his brain as the sweat formed on the palm of his hand. Maybe he isn't home, maybe he's just out for a run or something? I'm just imagining the figure! Eager words of revival tried to revive his rapidly beating heart. But, to Izuku's demise the door knob rotated with a loud unlocking sound.

The door opened, standing there right in front of him was a tall lean but built figure, with sharp blonde hair. His eyes were piercing red, with a surprised grin. Izuku felt his heart stop as this handsome devil wasn't Kirishima but, Kacchan! Backing up without sense of it, he immediately turned around, eyes open wide in terror.

His pace picked up as he sprang for his car, but life couldn't go his way. Kacchan grabbed his arm and yanked him into a tight hold. Izuku faced Kacchan, his hands placed on his rock like abs. Why the fuck does this always happen? A frightful sigh escaped his lips but, his face told a different story.

"L-let go of me K-kacchan!" Kacchan looked at him, the silent wasn't broken until his face barged deeper into Izuku's personal space bubble.

"What the fuck is wrong with you, you shitty nerd?" his deep seductive morning voice captivated his mind as his face turned a darker pink.

This is so embarrassing! Come on you loser! Do something! He begged his mind as the cries were cut off.

"What do you mean what's wrong? You're at my-" frozen numbing tingled crawled down his spine as he remembered that Kirishima doesn't know that he dated Kacchan, "Never mind. I'm guessing I came at the wrong time." a weak nimble smile creeped onto his face as he pushed a fair amount of space between the pair.

"You're confusing the shit out of me Deku. What the fuck is up with you? And, why're you here all of a sudden?" Kacchan showed no bleak tone of regret as he loomed over the frail green haired boy.

What? So you're not even going to hide the fact that, you've been fucking my best friend? Are you not going to hide the fact that you were cheating on me with HIM? Anger seeped up into tears as trickled of glittering tears formed around his eyes.

"I said i'll come back later! It seems you are busy right now. "

"What're you trying to say right now? I don't understand why you're so mad?

"Do you really wanna know why i'm here?" Izuku couldn't hold back this time. He had to confront this enticing blonde.

"I do! Because i'm worried why you look like you're ready to die!" he flinched as Kacchan voice expressed honest worry.

Don't bail now, you're going to do this! Breathing heavily he looked steadily into the Blonde's fire raging eyes.

"I'm here because I needed to talk to Kirishima! And, so coincidentally the topic was about him sleeping with a guy I know ever so well. But, it turns out the guy I needed to talk about is in front of me! So, i'm supposing the shit I received about you fucking my best friend behind my back is true!" tears violently occupied his eyes as they streamed down, "Don't even tell me it isn't true because it is! And, remember last night when you fucking kissed me? Did you celebrate fucking my heart up, by fucking the guy I trusted the most?"

The two stood there silently, each silence broken by hyperventilation and corruption. Kacchan looked down at the powerless green haired boy. His arms shook with anger as he breathed heavily.

"What the fuck do you mean? I didn't fuck your best friend at all! I didn't do shit with that guy, I don't even have interest with him. I don't know where you heard this bullshit but it isn't true at all! And, what amazes me the most is that you're accusing me of this shit when we aren't even dating! What is your problem? Have you ever considered the fact that I fucking kissed you yesterday? Do you know what that means? Deku, I've only ever been interested in you." Izuku felt arms embrace him as Kacchan didn't look at him.

Anger still surged in him, this wasn't the answer he wanted. This wasn't enough.

"That's what you said the last time I caught you." betrayal pierced off of Izuku's aura as he looked up right into the blonde's eyes, "I can't do this with you anymore. I hate you! Just go and fuck anyone I love all you want, it's what you do best! Because you'll always be that man whore everyone saw you as! I tried to help you out, I tried everything! But, I should've listened. You really are that disgusting kid everyone saw you as." the words slid out accidentally as he struck a broken piece of Kacchan's trust issues.

The venom of his words seeped into Kacchan's veins as he looked down at Izuku. His eyes were filled with poison as he gave out a bleak smile. One Izuku has never seen before, one that looked beyond the definition of hurt. No! Kacchan that wasn't supposed to slip out, not at all! Izuku hesitated, he tried to grab the blonde's arm but was quickly shot down.

"You always play the victim. It makes me sick." Kacchan walked out of the vicinity, anger tortured the air as Izuku suffocated in the toxic environment.

Tears fell violently as he sobbed out his terrible resentment.

Izuku lay on his bed. The day processed through his mind as he closed his eyes. Everything always got worse maybe it was because of his own karma, karma of not listening to his mind. Words sank into his brain but, a dinging notification alerted his senses.

"Meet me at the night club closest to your place. I'm assuming you're in need of a drink?" his eyes flickered wide open as he noticed that it was the same number that texted him before.

"Why the fuck should I listen to you? For fucks sake what do you want."Izuku responded, setting the stage with a bleak message.

"Oh come on, you deserved to know." the stranger responded following with, "and it's too late to say no. I'm already at your door."

Izuku froze as the door bell rung, fear shivered down his spine as it ripped apart his nervous system. He awkwardly got out of his bed and slunk down to his knees. Tiredness overlapping his mind, as he stumbled up lazily. Dread tumbled in his stomach as sweat began to build up. He snuck into the living room, his phone suffocated by the clenching of his hand.

Immediately, Izuku opened the door and tackled the stranger who was behind the door. Izuku pinned down the alerted stranger, his eyes closed tightly. He opened his eyes slowly. To his terror the person he pinned down was sickeningly familiar. The freezing terror collapsed his mind as he lay face to face to Todoroki Shouto.