Take Me To Mars (Tododeku)

Chapter 11: Forgiveness, Could You Imagine?

I couldn't let go from his grasp as he kept kissing me aggressively. He was aggressive yet so soft, causing my body to squeal in confusion. Moans wailed out from my mouth as he slowly put it inside me. The floor was hard and hurt my back as he thrusted in and out.

"I love you Midoriya. I love you." his breath was warm as it touched my ears, causing them to grow red with heat.

"I-I love you too." I found it so hard to speak as he kept going in faster, it felt so damn good. It was as if my body was at its prime. "faster Todoroki, faster-"

"You're so damn cute." he grunted softly as he obeyed my wishes. "from this day forward you're mine now." he whispered softly in my ear. I couldn't help but brim with happiness.

A few days had passed, Todoroki and I were like newlyweds, doing it whenever we got the chance. Each day grew better and better as I always woke up next to him. Not once did Kacchan cross my mind, nor Kirishima. It was as if the past was long forgotten and only the future lies ahead. This feeling was amazing, yet so bright it was as if I was blinded to it. If this wasn't love then I don't know what it is. All I know is, if Todoroki wasn't here right now, I'd be stuck in the miserable doom I'd always suffered from. And when he looks at me with such a soft nimble expression, it's like my heart melts in the palm of his hands.

In just a short span of a few days, we went everywhere together. Many beautiful photos and memories. Time spent the right way. Todoroki consumed my whole day, or I should say everyday. He was the star in all my movies and I had always found myself buying another ticket along with another dozen. I didn't care about the money spent, I just enjoyed seeing him. Maybe I need to learn self control but, drugs are legal where I live so who gives a damn?

But whenever there was love in the midst, there always had to be some complications. Right next to me was Kacchan someone I thought I'd never see again, strangely enough, he didn't look so angry this time. And it had me thinking what happened? I didn't want to engage in conversation with him but, he insisted I were to meet him here, at Mars's bar.

"I'm sorry Deku. For a lot of shit I've caused." he paused as he took a big gulp of his drink, it was like he was ready for the worst but drank as if it were the best, "I don't expect you to forgive me but, I find it impossible to ignore this gut feeling. All the shit I've done to you cannot be justifiable, but I want to say that you didn't deserve any of this. When I look back at it, you've done everything for me. And it was fucked up by my immature decisions and actions. I just want to clarify one thing though, I am not in love with Kirishima, and I never will be. I can admit I've made some dumbass mistakes involving him but, they weren't in vain. I hope you get the happiness you deserve." Kacchan finished his sentence with a bit of a slur at the end as he was unable to look at me. He clenched his hands as the guilt he held onto his back oppressed him even more. Though I should be so mad, I believe his words. Because Kacchan is a good person but, expresses his emotions in different ways.

"Please, don't carry this guilt with you any longer. I can admit you did hurt me a lot and I don't know why I even agreed to come here to talk to you but, I guess my heart was right. Rest easy Kacchan, you're not a terrible person. You just make bad decisions at times. Thanks to you, you've helped me find the person I've been longing for. And what I had with you will always be a cherished memory as you provided me happiness. I guess I can admit Todoroki does remind me of you but, I love him because he is him, not because he is you. I forgive you Kacchan. You don't need to fight the pain anymore, I hope you find that someone in the future too. And hopefully we could all hang together. As friends. It's time me move on, together." he looked up at me as I saw the first smile of utter happiness split across his face.

"Thank you, Izuku." and before I knew it. He hugged me with such tenderness. Something the past me longed for. And finally I received the validation I've always wanted.

From that moment, I knew it was finally over. The peace and happiness, finally awaited me in the distance.