Take Me To Mars (Tododeku)

Chapter 8: Are we Still Friends?

I was at home, tapping restlessly against the table. I felt angry this time. Maybe I did go too far but for Kirishima to do that wasn't fair. I understood life wasn't fair but, I was sick and tired of being treated that way. Sure I did start stupid things but I did finish them! I finished things with Kirishima before and so with Kacchan. And now I get treated this way for trying to figure out my emotions.

When I thought about that more, it always goes back to Kirishima and Kacchan. What is their relationship? If Kirishima loved Kacchan he would've done something sooner. Irritation prickled at the palm of my hands as I felt a fresh stab wound sink into my back. A random thought flashed in my brain as I remembered something so vividly that it made me feel pathetic.

Kirishima knew Kacchans name, knew we were dating, but didn't know what he looked like, even though in detail I explained exactly what he looked like. Kacchan has blonde hair that's spiky, a well upper built body, an explosive and hot headed personality, along with the name of Bakugo. And coincidentally, Kirishima is roommates with Bakugo, and he matches the description that I have described of the Bakugo I dated, and yes it means he's the same Bakugo. Kirishima knew all this time of who I dated and constantly tried to push me away from him.

When we went to the nightclub he so desperately wanted me to stay because he saw Kacchan. The photos I was sent, were without a doubt real. And I failed to realize all of this. Kirishima had loved Kacchan all this time and each day he tries to stray me further away from the horrible truth he's been hiding. Kacchan cheated on me with Kirishima and Kirishima acted as if Kacchan was the villain.

In reality they both are. Instead of tears that I expected to fall from my eyes, anger and betrayal pierced them instead. My pupils dilated as I stood from the table, I needed to talk to someone so badly but, it felt as if there was no one left. I could talk to Todoroki but, fear pulled me away as, Kirishima must've already done something to break our progressing relationship.

There was Uraraka but she was busy. Lord help me now! I hated being angry and alone, it was the worst feeling ever to endure.

Before I could think anymore, my thoughts were interrupted from the annoying ringing of my phone that vibrated from the right of me. The caller was, Kacchan. I hesitated a bit but shook it off. I didn't want to associate with him or Kirishima anymore. He caused me so much, but I find Kirishima's doings to be more costly. All the time I spent with Kirishima felt so wasteful and so very regretful. Time was something you couldn't get back, and I wasted a bunch of it. God how could I be so stupid?

Couple of days had passed since that eventful day. I felt more alone than ever, though it sucks to admit, Kirishima had always kept me company by hanging out with me for a long time. But that's something I didn't want to miss.

I found myself grow adjusted to this loneliness. It felt better than knowing that the person I thought I could call my best friend was actually a snake. Less problems were in my way and it was kind of peaceful to know there weren't bad people in my life anymore.

But, there was still this heavy oppressing object that weighed my chest down. I still didn't know what Kirishima did after that whole altercation. He could've said something to Todoroki in spite of me, in the end though, whatever reaction he might have; it'll determine the truth of what our relationship is.