The Girl Who Broke Me {CULLEN #2}✓

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She picked up all the petals of all the flowers. But in her heart she knew. He loved her NOT.

-------(B.I)

VIONA'S  POV

My back and head rested on the wall of the closed door and I drew my knees closer wrapping my arms around them. My body was shivering from the scene I viewed outside in the hall. I tried to close my eyes but tears won't stop coming and my eyes were puffy which made me feel quite dizzy.

My whole body started shivering as I tried to think too much about the whole situation. I put my hand on my belly trying to feel the little member that was growing inside. Suddenly, I felt like there was a lot of crowd surrounding me, screaming at me. I turned my head and covered my ears to muff their screams. My breathing became uneven and I tried to reach for my clutch which was little away on the floor.

I grabbed my clutch and took out the small white bottle. I was such a stupid person. How could I risk my life like this. I needed to survive. If not for anyone else then for my baby...our baby. I swallowed the white pill in the bottle and my cells seemed to calm.  My head stopped reeling and my body stopped shivering. A feeling of relief washed over me.

As I thought about Eric and Roma, I realised Eric loves her. He still loves her. What was I thinking ? I was a brainless insect who thought Eric had feelings for her. But, I was a selfish creature. Mom and dad won't accept me. Even if dad would want to, mom would never let him come near me. I had no option left. With zero qualification I could never raise a baby plus my baby needs a father, a sane father who is not a psychopath like it's mother. I had to marry him for our baby's nice future. I was selfish but what else could I do. I could not make myself to turn down Eric's offer, everyone forced me and eventually I agreed to marry him. I was just nothing. I was a mad psycho, useless woman. If only I had not made a mistake of thinking that he still loved me..

Flashback

I was lying on my bed staring at my phone's screen reading an article about the only love of my life, Eric Cullen. As I scrolled down I saw the latest photoshoot of him. He was on his knees and his arms were around a girl's waist. The girl gave a perfect pose and together it made beautiful portfolio.

My cheeks warmed up when I kept staring at Eric. It was a naked Eric on his knees and the girl who he was with happened to be my best friend, Roma Clark. An instant pang of jealousy surfaced me. Why was my Eric naked near her ? It got me little restless but then positive side of mine told me Eric was not naked and it just looked like he was. But those perfect biceps and his tattooed skin, his perfect hard well defined torso, those immensely visible V-lines, the little curve of his butt. I suddenly jerked up when I heard a knock on my door.

I looked up and found Mrs. Vani who happened to be the head of rehab. She was a perfect lady in her early forties. She flashed a smile at me.