The Girl Who Broke Me {CULLEN #2}✓

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This is how I feel : I'm scared of loosing you. But then again you aren't even mine.

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VIONA'S POV

She was crying horribly with her arms around his neck and he comforted her like she was the only person that mattered to him. Like she was the only one he cared for. He never even glanced at me for once. Her face was burried into his wide chest as he was providing her tender care. Her whole body was pressed against him which made me feel ice cold from inside. I was burning inside.

I did not like whatever was happening in front of my eyes. He was no more her boyfriend and may be he forgotton that he was my husband. Instead of watching them so close and stand their with a bleeding heart, gazing ground seemed a better option.

I wiped my tears which never stopped after watching her and stared the cold ground. It was a cold night and my legs were already full of goosebumps. I rubbed my arms to warm them up but the chill from the dark night did not decrease.

I saw Eric removing his suit jacket and covering Roma's upper body as he picked her up and she wrapped her legs around his waist. She burried her face on the crook of his neck which made me cringe. He was no more her Eric. This was so wrong.

My eyes welled up with tears which I had been fighting to control but nothing helped me. I could not stand watching another girl in his arms. I could stand loosing him to her. His arms which were possessively wrapped beneath her waist made me feel like I had ruined a happy relationship.

May be they both would have been happy if I had not lost my sanity that night. If only I would have had enough control.

He came toward me with her. I turned around and opened the car's door. Roma turned her head to look at me and I saw her grip on Eric shoulder tighten. She seemed like she would cry again if she saw my face for long.

I opened the door wider and was about to enter when Eric said "Thank you"

I did not understand what he wanted to thank me for until he put Roma in the passanger seat. I stepped back a little. I was hurt by this gesture. I did not like anything whatever was happening. It was a sign for me get back in the backseat.

I turned around and the tears brimming in my eyes fell down messing my cheeks. I heard the door close and the car ignited. I wiped my cheeks when I heard his voice.

"Do you want a special command to get in ?" He mocked.

With breaking heart I got into the backseat. Nothing was helping. The air inside suffocated me. Nothing felt good. Everything choked me. Even air was foul. Everything was wrong, so wrong.

"Eric.." Roma reached for his cheek and he looked at her shushing her up. Her love for him was bothering me. What if she would tempt him ? What if he kissed her again ? What if he leaves me for her ? Every kind of thoughts ran in my mind. My brain was full of what ifs.

"Let's put some music." She said in a small voice and Eric nodded. At least it was a better option. At least my little sobs will be muffed.

"Okay" He said glancing at me in the rear view and soon focused on the dark street.

She turned the music on and I could relate to what Bebe Rexha wanted to convey. It all felt so true for my situation.

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Everything's been so messed up here lately
Pretty sure he don't wanna be my baby
Oh, he don't love me, he don't love me

He don't love me, he don't love me
But that's okay