The Grove

Blame Myself

Lilith
I sat in the house I couldn't breath I felt so alone I felt like I could've stopped this if I was just faster I felt like this was my fault. Lilith, if you need to talk, call this number. Annie said giving me a paper I wasn't responding to much it felt like the time Roman ripped Peter's wolf in half in order to save him. I wanted to wake up so badly.

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I stumbled back to Destiny's place more than freaking out I wasn't sure if I was telling Peter yet or if I was able to, I didn't see it happen really, I mean I saw it in my mind but not fiscally I could have been mistaken... But I did see Roman break her neck I went through my bedroom window and walked out I saw Destiny's supposed best friend telling Peter off she turned before walking out. YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT SHE WAS LIKE BEFORE YOU SHOWED UP?!? SHE WAS HAPPY! She walked out slamming the door. Give me five seconds and I can rip her throat out. Peter turned. What the hell?!? Where were you?!? I went for a walk because I was scared because she wasn't home. I said leaning against the door way. But that little b*tch has asked for it, she is- Lilith this isn't you. He walked over and pulled me to the couch sitting me down. I don't know what's happening to me, it's like everything I do is more- wolf? I nodded he sighed. You can't let this change you, it'll hurt worse if you let it. I frowned confused but a part of me understood what he was saying

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We were in the truck heading to Roman's the whole time I was begging not to go back. Lilith what has gotten into you? Maybe we should wait for her and-Lilith no! We're going home. I leaned against the window silently praying the truck would break down but it didn't. We got there and when we walked in Peter started in I was sitting there glaring at Roman

I should tell him what you did to her you piece of Upire sh*t!

How are you doing this?

Roman you killed her, at some point he may find out... And when he does it won't be pretty.

Lilith-

You deserve to die!

Lilith? I looked at Peter. Yeah? Roman said he has something to show us. I frowned but went to the kitchen keeping quiet turns out the guy that shot White tower up had been obducted by Spivak and had this little thing put in his head which controlled him to shoot the place up I then remembered something I turned to walk away. Lils? I looked at Peter. Everything's fine, I uh have to pee. He nodded I went into the bathroom and looked at the hankie I had tied around my left thigh I took it off and saw the hole in the side of my black jeans and there was a perfect entry wound I felt around and I didn't know if anything was in there but I had to find out I took a deep breath in and held it while sticking my index into the hole bitting my tongue so I didn't scream. Something was in there all right I pulled my finger out and grabbed the tweezers I had to get the bullet out of there I took a few deep breaths and stuck the tweezers in grabbing the bullet and pulling it out I crumbled and grabbed the hankie to start putting pressure on it. Lilith you ok? I looked up and it hit Peter could feel this. Uh yeah I'm fine. Don't lie to me Lilith. Damn. I muttered I I tied the hankie around my leg again and stood both boys were out there I opened the door and they both looked at the blood on my hands

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Great. I muttered as we got there to the guy's house. You gotta be kidding. Lilith shut up and do your thing. Roman said I sighed and grabbed two ear buds and handed one to each of them and then handed Peter the walkie. Actually we won't need this, we need you up close and personal. What you are feeding my psycho side which is linked to the wolf?!? Well don't look at it that way. Anyway Roman attacked the guy and nocked him out I tied him to a chair and when he woke up he started fighting. We're looking for Destiny. Peter snapped the guy was trying to sound all tough I was standing behind him spinning one of my knives Peter blinked and I moved from behind the guy