As I sit here waiting...
For something that may never arrive.
I wonder about what will happen when I'm gone...
I can only say I'm sorry...
I'm sorry I'm not strong enough
I'm sorry I'm not good enough
I'm sorry I'm giving up
I'm sorry that I'm not fighting anymore
I'm sorry that I'm leaving you
I'm sorry that I can't write anymore
I'm sorry I can't do anything anymore
I'm sorry I'm not a good friend
I'm sorry I'm a terrible daughter
I'm sorry I've scarred my legs
I'm sorry I break my promises
I'm sorry I caused so many problems
I'm sorry I mess up everything
I'm sorry... I'm so sorry
But Darling just remember...
That it was never you...
You tried your best to help me
You made me promise
You've always been by my side
You've never broken my trust
Some of you have but you earned it back
Darling just remember...
I love you
So, so much
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Dark Poems
شِعرMy poems about depression, self harm, suicide, anxiety, and anorexia. Things I think about. Maybe a glimpse of what runs through my over active mind. Anxiety is probably the reason I have these thoughts. I write them down just to write them down. Ma...