Hayden's Desire

Chapter 7

Six months have come and gone since my first day with Adam and my little blow up with Tristan; who by the way I did not allow to see Cassian on Sunday as punishment for his behavior. He surprisingling took it very well, better than I expected him too. I did allow him to come the next Sunday to spend time with our son with the understanding that if he pulled a stunt like that again I would make it longer than one day that he didn't spend time with him.

Adam and I are offically dating....YEAH!!! He had asked me on one of our dates about a month after our first one; so we've offically been dating for five months now and I've enjoyed every damn minute of it. Cassian and Adam, how to explain their relationship...I absolutly love their relationship. Cass instantly took to Adam and loves him as much as I do.

Adam and him play games or with Cassian's toys, my son loves this as well as cuddling with Adam; they have bonded so well by far better than what Cassian and Tristan have. For some reason that I have not figured, Cass is not fond of Tristan, who I am planning on introducing Tristan as his father on Sunday. On Sunday when I inform Cass that Tristan is his other dad, Adam has agreed that he will be there for me as moral support and for that I will forever be thankful.

Currently Adam, Cassian and I are at my home sitting in the living room watching '101 Dalmations' as the three of us play with Cass' legos while dinner cooks in the oven. Adam and Cass out voted me on what dinner was; I suggested burgers and fries and when Adam suggested my lasagna, Cass jumped on board with that one. So, we are having lasagna for dinner.

Since today is Saturday, the three of us spent the day at the park with a picnic of course, went to have ice cream before coming home and now we are having a relaxing evening at home. Yes, 'home' is referenced to Adam's as well; he moved in with Cassian and I two weeks ago when I asked him too; he and I also share my bedroom. I love having him here with me and Cassian as does Adam and Cass.

"Daddy!" Cassian squeals as he launches himself into Adam's hold surprising Adam and I.

"Me? Are you calling me daddy?" Adam manages to stutter as he holds Cassian tightly, who is snuggling into Adam's neck with his arms wrapped around Adam's neck tightly.

Cassian giggles as he pulls his head up to look at Adam intently. "Yes, you daddy," he states matter of factly patting Adam  on the cheek.

Adam's eyes flash to mine, his eyes holding several different emotions; pure joy and a little fear. I wonder why the fear. Raising an eyebrow at him asking, "Why do you look like you're afraid?"

"I don't want Tristan to be upset that he is calling me 'daddy'," he whispers clutching Cassian tightly to his chest as Cass lies his head on Adam's shoulder and sucks his thumb.

"If he's upset then he and I will have words about that. Cassian's happiness is what is important not his damn ego." I sure hope that Tristan isn't crazy enough to pitch a fit about this topic.

"I'll explain everything to Tristan tomorrow when he comes for his vist with Cassian and if he pitches a fit and then he and I will talk about how Cassian's happiness is more important and that we as in the three of us, will explain to Cass who Tristan is and that he still can call you daddy and he can call Tristan daddy T or something."

Adam slowly nods as he body relaxes and seems to like this idea. "Daddy," Cassian mumbles around his thumb.

"Yes Cass?" Adam replies as he rubs Cassian's back and looks down at him the best he can.

"Luve you," he replies around his thumb instantly mealting my heart into a puddle of goo. Not that my son doesn't melt my heart anyway but him telling Adam that he loves him, melts my heart beyond anything he's ever done.