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Chap 14. Please Niall, let me see

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“C-c-cuts w-what do y-you mean?” Harry stutters. I see tears in his eyes. I look away and I hear quick footsteps walk towards me. “P-pleans N-niall” Harry cries. “Please” He whispers. Then I see Taylor and Josh walk in. I can’t take it anymore and burst out in crying. Harry wraps his hands around me. “Leave him, just an attention seeker” Josh sneers. Harry his arms leave my body. No! no no no no no no no no no I think. “What?” Harry spat. “What did you say?” “ehh” Josh hesitates. “How dear you! HOW DEAR YOU TO TELL ME TO LEAVE NIALL! MY OWN BOYFRIEND?” Harry screams. “Eh” “GET OUT! BOTH OF YOU!” And Josh and Taylor left. Harry comes back to me and wraps me up in a hug. “Please Niall, come over to mine, we need to talk” Harry whispers. I slowly nod and Harry takes my hand. “Liam, Lesly Niall and I have to talk okay?” They nod and Harry leads me to his car. When I step in I smell Taylor her perfume. Chills run down my spine. He grabs my hand and squeezes it. “I’m so sorry Niall, I was a dick. Please explain” He shakes. “Can we do that when we’re at your place?” I ask. “Of course Love” I smile weakly.

I sit on the couch at Harry his place. I’m lying  in his arms. “Please tell me, why we’re you so angry at Josh. I know he was an arse just now but why then?” Harry whispers. I take a deep breath and sit up. “Josh was my e-ex boyfriend. But he was an arse. He abused me in all ways. The first few months I was in heaven. It was so nice, he was so sweet but then he turned into someone else. He hit me, would call me horrible names, told me to shut up and on the end he even. H- he. H-he r-raped m-me” I cry. Harry is now crying to. “I’m so sorry Niall! I should have listened to you! I can’t believe I just had a drink with the guy that raped my boyfriend!” He cried. “And because of him I started to cut” I tremble. “Please Niall, tell me if you ever feel like cutting again so I can stop you and tell you now perfect you are!” and Harry slowly starts kissing me. “Your perfect” He whispers. “Beautiful” and I blush. “Can we just cuddle in bed” I ask. Harry nods and he carries me to the bedroom. “Please Niall, let me see them” I know he meant my scars. I slowly nod and Harry starts to pull my jeans down. When my jeans are on the ground he hovers over my tights. I hear him gasp. I know what he sees. The many scars and scars that formed a ‘NO’. I feel a tear on my tights. Then I feel his lips trace every scar there is. And at last he traces the ‘NO’. “Never again” Harry whispers. “You’re amazing, the best thing ever happened to me, beautiful, gorgeous, perfect” he whispers. And then his lips found mine again. “Niall, promise me something” “What?” I ask. “Come to me if you feel like cutting again okay?” He begs. I pull him up. “I have no reason not to do that” I ensure him. “And I have no reason to cut again. My boyfriend is amazing and so sweet.” I smile. He smiles back at me and leans down to kiss me. “Niall you are perfect, you know that?” “ I’m far from perfect but I’m happy with it” “No Niall, you are perfect to me!” Then he gets up and runs away but returns only seconds later with a guitar. He sits down and looks me in the eyes. Then he starts strumming.

Your hand fits in mine

Like it's made just for me

But bear this in mind

It was meant to be

And I'm joining up the dots

With the freckles on your cheeks

And it all makes sense to me

I know you've never loved

The crinkles by your eyes when you smile

You've never loved

Your stomach or your thighs

The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine

But I'll love them endlessly

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth

But if I do,

It's you,

Oh it's you,

They add up to

I'm in love with you,

And all these little things

You can't go to bed,

Without a cup of tea,

And maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep

And all those conversations

Are the secrets that I keep

Though it makes no sense to me

I know you've never loved the sound of your voice on tape

You never want to know how much you weigh

You still have to squeeze into your jeans

But you're perfect to me

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth

But if it's true,

It's you,

It's you,

They add up to

I'm in love with you,

And all these little things

You'll never love yourself

Half as much as I love you

You'll never treat yourself right, darlin'

But I want you to,

If I let you know, I'm here for you,

Maybe you'll love yourself,

Like I love you

Oh,

I've just let these little things slip out of my mouth,

Because it's you,

Oh it's you,

It's you,

They add up to

And I'm in love with you,

And all these little things,

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth,

But if it's true,

It's you,

It's you,

They add up to,

And I'm in love with you,

And all your little things.

I was crying the whole time. Of course I have heard this song a lot of times but now it was for me! Right from his heart for me! And then I leap into his arms. ‘Loveyouloveyouloveyouloveyou” I keep saying. “Every word of it was true Niall” Harry said looking at me. Then I kissed him full force. I’m so in love with him! “I’m sorry for leaving today Niall, I promise I’ll listen to you from now on! And I’m going to ask management if I can break up with Taylor and come out” Harry rambles. “I love you” I say and smash our lips together again.

[A/N] I know it’s a bit short but I’m really tired. Please tell me what you think!! Xx ~Anne