Ranting

Have you ever...

Have you ever just felt really sad because you see your best friends falling in love, having crushes and holding hands with their boyfriends, but you don't even feel anything. For anyone. I know i define myself as asexual panromantic but i should still get crushes, right? I'm not sure why i feel this way. Im confused. I know that ikm not ugly and I think i am a great person, with a stelar personality. But why dont i have someone looking at me? I know that is a petty thing to say, But why do i feel nothing and no one feels nothing for me? I don't even know what i want, but it's not there but i cant tell what is wrong