Truth is, im afraid of losing you. Im afraid that one day youll wake up and realize that.....that you dont see a purpose in having me anymore.....i dont know if you would just blunty say it or....or just start to slowly drift away, but its scary........i worry about this so much........and its always only about you.....we dont talk as much as we used to, i mean, we used to text every day after school but now we barely even say hello....... And we used to hug so long and it felt like it was truthfuly full of love and emotions....but now they last only 5 seconds and feels like your just hugging me back to just hug me. And when i say i love you, and you say it back....it sounds empty and, not forced but......not emotional, it sounds like its just an automatic response.....you know im not over you.....is it scaring you or, or making you uncomfortable? Is it something that you are worried about and wont tell me? I understand completely if you are trying to leave but......i would just want to know why.....and not some excuse, the truth....no matter how horrible or mean it is.
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Puisiwill get depressing, might have triggering stuff. if they do I will put a warning at the top.
