Crazy (Shawn Mendes)

Chapter 19

Shawn's POV:

Nicole lived 1 hour away from me so I waited for about 2 hours to call her back. I called her and it went straight to voicemail. Maybe she's busy. I'll just wait to call her in 3 hours.

~3 hours later~

I decided to call Nicole again. I called her and it went straight to voicemail. I threw my phone at the wall. She usually keeps her phone with her at all times. My sister then came into my room.

"Are you okay?" She asks

"Yes I'm fine go away Aaliyah!" I say as she leaves. You know what I'll just call her tomorrow. I go downstairs and watch tv. Then my tv automatically switched to the news. I groaned and I was about to change it back until it said the most bad car crash happened in Canada today. I was watching.

"Okay thank you Michael. Today it started snowing a lot around 11am in Canada. There then was a very dangerous car crash with 2 people. Matthew Espinosa and Nicole Bieber. These 2 are in the hospital right now and are having issues. But a truck hit them. We found out who hit them and it was a girl named Megan Whitt. We then discovered that it was her plan to hurt these young children. She was immediately sent to jail. Now back to you Dana" the lady says. I then grabbed my car keys and ran so fast to my car. My dizziness came back. Before I left I needed to let my emotions out. My eyes watered and my tears were coming down like Niagara Falls. I punched the garage walls. My hands started to bleed. I went inside my car and my hands were hurting so bad. But I didn't care. I drove to the hospital as fast as I could. I then parked and went inside.

"Nicole Bieber" I say. She tells me the room number and I get to her room. There she is with her eyes closed and her face all bruised and cut up. I cried so hard as i went on my knees

"She is in a coma right now" the doctor says. I nodded. I felt so weak right now. I need Nicole.

Nicole's POV:

Something was stopping me from waking up. I then saw Ariel and Katerina.

"Wait what is happening?" I ask.

"Your dying. But you need to try and stay alive" Ariel says

"But why can't I just die and be with you guys. My best friends?" I ask.

"It's shawn. This is a video of his life after you are gone" Katerina says as this video shows up. Shawn never ate. Shawn always blamed it on himself. He never even gave attention to anyone. He never sang again. He never made another girlfriend. All he ever did was come to my grave. When he was 70 he still was heartbroken. I then was crying.

"See why you have to try to wake up?" Ariel says.

"Yes but how do I do that?" I ask.

"You gotta try" Katerina says as they fade away

Try

Try

Try

It's all in my head. I try so hard to open my eyes. I then see light. I hear a lot of beeping. I hear a lot of talking. A lot of get her in that room now. I then hear a familiar cry. Shawn. I don't see light anymore. I see darkness. Minutes and minutes pasted. I finally try even harder. My eyes finally opened. I turned my head. Only to feel pain. But I see shawn. It looks like he hasn't done anything. His eyes were puffy red. He looked weak. I finally speaked. I sounded terrible. I sounded weak.

"Shawn?" I say in a fragile voice. His head popped up. He came over to me and grabbed my hand carefully and rubbed it with his thumb.

"I'm dying" I say.

"You have to stay strong" shawn says looking away.

"Just keep a promise" I say

"For what?" Shawn asks.

"If I die, forget about me. Eat, don't blame it on yourself, give attention to people, sing, make another girlfriend, and don't be heartbroken forever" I say thinking about that video.

"I don't want you to die" shawn says tears in his eyes.

"I don't either. I gotta try to stay alive" I say. Shawn looks down.

"I'm going to go see Matt" shawn says as he opens the door and looks back at me. He then sighs and goes out. I then star at the ceiling waiting for shawn to come back.

-30 minutes later-

Shawn finally came back.

"How is Matt doing?" I ask. He doesn't respond.

"I asked you something" I say. Shawn sighs.

"Nicole... Matt pasted away" shawn says turning around. My life just stopped. The most important person. Dead. I was crying real hard.

"W-why Matt?" I say

"He's in a better place" shawn says. The doctor then came in.

"She's losing a lot of blood. Surgery room now!" The doctor says as they run me down the surgery room. They gave me medicine. Which I think was sleeping medicine. I passed out.

Shawn's POV:

I was freaking out. Matt passed away. Why Matt? He was my best friend. Now lets just hope that Nicole lives. If she doesn't I am not going to do anything. I'll just stay home laying down every single day of my life. She's in the surgery room and I don't know if I can breath right now. I just sit down and wait. Then a nurse comes into the room.

"Hi do you know where I can find Mrs. Bieber?" The lady asks.

"She abandoned Nicole" I say sighing.

"Um what about Mr. Bieber?" The lady asks.

"Same thing" I say

"Do you know anyone that's 18 and older from her family?" The lady asks. I then thought justin.

"Yeah her older brother justin" I say

"We are going to have to talk to him. Bring him here by tomorrow or else she can't leave" the doctor says as I nod. I got out my phone and dialed Justin's number.

"Hello?" Justin says.

"It's shawn Nicole is dying" I say sobbing.

"What?!?!" Justin says.

"Matt just past away now Nicole might too! You have to come the doctors need you!" I say.

"Okay I'm flying my private plane out now!" Justin says as I hang up. I sighed.

"Can I go in?" I ask. She nods. I go in and Nicole's eyes are slightly opened. I closed the door and walked slowly. As I got to the bed she grabbed my hands. A tear fell down.

"Don't cry over me" Nicole says.

"How can I not?" I say.

"By trying" I say

"But sorry I love you way to much" I say as I let go of her hands. I didn't want to hurt her as she already is in lots of pain.

"I leave tomorrow" she says.

"Yes and I'm glad you didn't pass. You are gonna stay with me the whole time! And days. And years!" I say.

"You don't have to" Nicole says.

"But I want to."