Crazy (Shawn Mendes)

Chapter 15

Nicole's POV:

Matt invited me to go rollerblading with him to get shawn out of my mind. I got my rollerblades and went outside. I saw Matt and rode to him. I struggled but I made it.
"Do you even know how to ride this?" Matt asks.
"Yeah. I struggle a bit" I say
"I can't wait to see you fall on your face!" Matt says laughing.
"Wow I have a nice friend" I say sarcastically. We were riding and I almost fell. Matt was laughing hard.
"Ugh why didn't you fall?" Matt asks as I give him a death glare and I started riding after him as he ran and screamed. Now I fell on my face.
"OH MY GOSH!" Matt says laughing and pointing at me. Tears came out of his eyes because he was laughing so much.
"It's not funny!" I say getting up but ended up falling on my butt. I groaned.
"UGH!" I say
"Do you need help?" Matt asks.
"No leave me alone!" I say getting up and holding onto a tree.
"Let's go inside" Matt says as I go slowly to my house. I then take off my blades and get inside my house.
"What are you thinking about?" Matt asks.
"How mean you are!" I say crossing my arms with a sad face.
"Anything else?" Matt says.
"No why would I think of anything else?" I ask as Matt nods. I get my phone out but only for Matt to take it away from me.
"Give it back!" I say
"No!" Matt says sitting on it. I then heard it vibrate
"Matt someone is calling me!" I say as he gets it out.
"Oh look it's for you" Matt says answering it. I think it was FaceTime.
"Matt give me my phone" I say taking it and seeing shawn.
"SHAWN!" I say
"I miss you so much!" Shawn says.
"Shawn I miss you too but just forget about me" I say
"How can I forget about you? That's impossible" shawn says
"Have fun with your friends. That would get your mind off of me. But don't cheat on me because that is not what I mean" I say
"I would never cheat" shawn says
"I know. But this will be your last call unless it's an extreme emergency okay?" I say
"Fine! Bye Nicole I love you" shawn says
"Love you too.." I say as I hang up.
"Matt was it wrong that I totally forgot about him until he called?" I ask
"No it's not!" Matt says
"Okay that's good" I say.
"You should get some rest.." Matt says.
"Now? It's only 8" I say
"But you had a long day today. And we have school tomorrow" Matt says
"Fine!" I say going to my room.
"Goodnight nicole" Matt says shutting the door. I finally get comfortable and fall asleep. I then got woken from my phone at 1 in the morning. I groaned and checked my phone and it was shawn.
"what?" I say
"I had a bad dream" shawn says.
"Shawn go back to sleep it's not real" I say
"But I can't sleep it's all over my head!" Shawn says.
"What was the dream about?" I ask yawning.
"That our relationship was over" shawn says.
"That's not going to happen just go to sleep!" I say.
"I can't!" Shawn says
"Babe listen.. I'm really tired and I have school tomorrow. Don't think about it. And I bet your very tired too. So if you love me then go to sleep" I say
"Okay I love you" shawn says
"I love you more goodnight" I say hanging up. I have no idea how me and shawn can survive these 4 months.

~next morning~

I woke up and got ready. I was so tired. I ate cereal and I almost fell asleep. But Matt came into my house.
"Let's go Nicole! Did you even get any sleep?" Matt asks.
"Yeah just tired" I say
"You slept at 8 and your still tired?" Matt asks.
"Well someone decided to call me at 1 in the morning" I say
"Yeah you guys aren't going to survive these 4 months" Matt says.
"Well shit" I say.
"Let's go" Matt says as I get my backpack and we walk to school. I sigh. I really need to see shawn.
"Miss shawn?" Matt asks. I nod and he gives me a hug. We finally got to school. I go to my class and see Blake. He smiles at me and pats the seat next to him. I go over and sat next to him.
"Well hello justin Biebers little sister" Blake says
"How do you know?" I ask
"It's all over the news" Blake says. I gave a confused look.
"What?!?!" I say
"Yeah!" Blake says. All the girls in my class was looking at me. I gave them a weird look. They went over to my seat.
"Hey Nicole!" One of my enemy's says
"Oh your finally saying hey to me what a coincidence" I say
"We can be friends instead of enemy's you know" I roll my eyes.
"And why would you want that to happen?" I ask
"Umm cause your cool?" She says. I roll my eyes
"Just cause someone is my older brother and your just gonna use me to get closer to him. So no go away!" I say as she goes to her desk. I then go on my phone and go on twitter. Ugh I should have never gone on twitter. I saw some of Shawn's tweets. I close twitter and put my head in my hands.
"Are you okay?" Blake asks
"Yeah im great" I say
"Come on Nicole I know you" Blake says
"Fine.. I'm not going to see my boyfriend for 4 months" I say
"Cheer up. It's not like your ever gonna see him" Blake says
"Yeah your right" I say. The bell rung and I went to my locker and saw Matt.
"Stop thinking about shawn!" Matt says
"I'm trying!" I say

~1 month later~

I never got any calls from shawn anymore. He's probably taking this very good. While I'm here waiting for him to call. I woke up this morning and it was my birthday. I just stayed on my bed. I'm really not okay. I want to call shawn but my mind tells me not to. But shawn doesn't have to be the one calling me. I should be calling him. Okay I'm just gonna call him. I called him. 1st ring, 2nd ring... He didn't answer. I don't know why I'm freaking out. I then heard Matt come into my house. He came inside my room.
"I called shawn and he didn't answer!" I say
"Don't freak out! He's performing right now. Once he's done he will check his phone and will call you!" Matt says.
"Okay" I say
"well happy birthday Nicole!" Matt says giving me a present.
"Thanks!" I say.

~1 month later~

I never got a call back from shawn. Ever since when I called him he hasn't called back. I went on twitter and checked his twitter account. He hasn't tweeted since 2 months ago. Okay Nicole forget about him.

~2 months later~

Shawn never called me these 4 months. But today he's leaving. I was actually scared that he doesn't love me anymore. Matt got me and drove us to the airport
"Matt I'm scared.." I say
"He's your boyfriend don't worry" Matt says. We get at the airport and wait for shawn. I finally saw shawn and I didn't know what to do. He came over to me.
"Nicole I need to talk to you" shawn says. He didn't even give me a hug or a kiss. We went somewhere private.
"Yeah?" I say looking down.
"My dream I kept having it. My mind keeps telling me not to be with you anymore" shawn says.
"Why?" I say as my eyes water
"Because I'm gonna keep on touring and won't see you anymore" shawn says
"We can make it work..." I say
"No we cant! Even my manager says it's not good to have one" shawn says. Shawn was basically choosing music over me.
"Your basically choosing music over me." I say
"Music is my life!" Shawn says
"So this was your plan? To go on tour then break my heart?" I ask.
"No it was not!" Shawn says
"Then why can't we be together?" I ask.
"We are never gonna see each other! Unless you want to sing with me" shawn says smirking. I facepalm.
"All this drama so I can sing with you?" I ask
"Yeah! You really think I would let you go?" Shawn asks
"Shawn!" I say laughing.
"Come on you have a beautiful voice! Please for me?" Shawn asks.
"Fine for you only" I say.
"Yay!" Shawn says picking me up and spinning. He put me down and I leaned in and passionately kissed him. We intertwined hands and walked to Matt.
"I can drive now!" Shawn says.
"I can too!" I say
"Wow twinning" shawn says
"What happened to your phone?" I ask
"I haven't put it to charge cause I needed to forget about you!" Shawn says
"Oh" I say. Shawn kissed my cheek but I grabbed his face and pecked his lips
"I love you" I say
"Love you too" shawn says