Man
I never felt so humiliated my whole life.
The reason for my ridiculous rollercoaster mess of a self is running on the shower drain, making the warm water fused with crimson.
Pwede bang 'wag nang lumabas dito sa napaka-laking bathroom ni Achilles?
"Baby girl, hurry up. Your food is here."
Yeah...
Hindi nalang ako lalabas dito.
This bathroom is crazy big na may corner pa talaga for drinks and snacks. So, nagpi-picnic si Achilles dito sa loob? I think I can survive in here for the night. Sa dami ng towels, I can make a fort! Bathroom fort? Hmm...
"You want me to get you out of there myself?" The seriousness in his voice is mixed with the sound of plates and silverwares.
Maybe not a good idea. Ayaw ko nang dagdagan pa ang kahihiyan ko.
"Sandali lang Achilles! Patapos na!"
I dried my self with a fluffy and, thank goodness, black towel. Inirolyo ang isa pang twalya sa aking buhok at isinuot ang t-shirt na inihanda ni Achilles. The clothe reached just above my knees kaya siguro hindi na nag-provide pa si Achilles ng shorts. I wish he handed me one though. Mabuti nalang at nagbigay naman siya ng undergarments.
On the counter beside the travel undies was a tampon. I was eying it with so much hatred. Sa dinami-rami ng araw na pwdeng datnan...
Ilang minuto nalang ang layo namin sa mansyon niya nang bigla akong atakihin nang pananakit ng puson. Hearing my moans of torment, Achilles freaked out.
"Baby, what's wrong?"
He examined me closely, hinahanap ang dahilan ng pamimilipit ko sa sakit.
"C-cramps."
Shit. Is it my time of the month again?
"Did I hurt you? I'll call our doctor."
Salubong nanaman ang kanyang kilay at seryoso na muli ang mukha. Is he that worried to regret even touching me? My heart hurt a little at that thought. I like what he did to me. The intensity and flood of emotions. I like them.
Halos sumabog naman ang mukha ko sa naalalang pangyayari. Ngayon ako tinalaban ng hiya. Bago pa niya ilabas ang kanyang cellphone ay pinigilan ko na.
"'Wag na. M-meron siguro ako ngayon. Ganito kasakit kapag nagka-karoon ako..." I said in a hushed tone.
God. Please, just let the ground swallow me up.
I see a flash of realization on his worried face. This is totally a very normal thing at hindi na kaylangan mang-abala pa ng ibang tao. That would be so much more humiliating!
"So... it was your..." He said after an awkward silence.
Nabaling ang atensyon ko sa kanyang kamay at ipinakita niya ang panyong ginamit niya sa akin kani-kanina lang.
And I died... right there.
Kahindik-hindik ang mga sumunod na nangyari. I can feel the warm liquid gush in my core and my insides twisted again painfully. I'm definitely sure that it wasn't just my libido juice. Hindi ako ganoon kalakas kapag unang araw pero na-trigger marahil sa adrenalin at... sa ginawa ni Achilles.
Iniangat ko ang aking pang upo sa kanyang kandungan at tumambad sa akin ang mamahaling gray slack niya na may bahid ng dugo. Maging ang laylayan ng kanyang puting shirt ay namantsahan. Kulang nalang ay tumalon ako palayo sa kanya ngunit hindi niya hinayang maka-alis ako sa kanyang kandungan.
