August passed in what seemed to be literally a flash. I went on bike rides with Toby, looked at insects and fabrics and my cheek and blood cells under my microscope, and read about chemical poisons. I also bought and read the A-Level Chemistry and Physics textbooks. There was work as well. More gardening; everyone trying to produce enough food to keep Britain going. I wished I could slow down time, make the summer into an eternity. I knew it wasn't possible, but I willed it every night before I went to sleep, just like an idiot.
September came though, and I got a text from my friend Bo, who's birthday was the third of September, to say that she was off to the lines. I was almost quaking, and I hated being scared of it. In the end though, all humans are scared of death to some degree.
Like August, September was gone before I realised, and we were into October. I tried to make the most of the time I had left, but my fate weighed down on me. There were no distractions.
The day before my birthday, I found I was no longer afraid. I must have used up all of my fear during the previous two months. I suddenly felt emboldened.
My birthday was fairly grim. In the morning, I had to go and sign up for conscription. After lunch, Toby came over for several hours. We spent the afternoon playing games, then went for a cycle in the dark. We laughed a lot, and I found myself thinking, not sadly, just resignedlyresignedly, that this would probably be the last opportunity in a long time.
On the twenty-ninth, I had to leave. I stood just outside, Mycroft on the doorstep, and we stood, looking at each other, for a long while. I was already in my uniform, and I felt like a toddler whose parents have dressed it up.
"Well, try to avoid dying."
"Is that sentiment? " I asked.I
"Sherlock wouldn't let me hear the last of it," he said, unemotionally. But I could tell that there was more to it than that.
"So hopefully I'll see you again."
"Yes, do your best. Goodbye, Magnus."
I have my best salute, then got into the waiting car, which took me to the station, just as it had done the reverse journey when I had arrived, just over a year ago. How things had changed since then.
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Holme Again
FanfictionWorld War has struck for the third time. Children are being evacuated. Anne Magnus Conolly is sent by his mother to live with an uncle he didn't even know existed.