Sam x Reader - Angel

Five

Y/N's P.O.V.

"Explain to me why you left. I know we had troubles, but I'd never had a relationship like that before. I don't know where I went wrong." Sam said quickly and I looked at him, letting out a sigh.

"You did nothing wrong, Sam. Before I came into your life you were fine, safe, even in our line of work. Because of me, you got hurt too many times, physically, emotionally and mentally. I couldn't stand that I was constantly the source of your pain. When I left it had nothing to do with the fact that you were pushing me away, because yeah, I guess that made it a little easier, but when you weren't talking to me and keeping your distance, you were safe from whatever curse that seems to follow me." I sat down to the counter and Sam looked at me.
"I left, because I thought I was protecting you, but I realised I was wrong too late."

"I didn't mean to- I-" I shook my head with a small smile.

"I'm not asking for you to explain yourself to me or forgive me, I'm only asking for you not to hate me." I sighed.
"I've changed a lot and I want to do anything I can to help you out, because I'm the one that reset Dean's drinking problem, triggered your depression and put so much pressure on Cas." What happened next was unbelievably unexpected.
Sam moved forward and kissed me. I froze and he stepped back after a few seconds, obviously realising what he had done.

"You didn't cause any of this, well you did, but you didn't." If Sam hadn't just kissed me I probably would have laughed. I was still in shock.
"And hating you? Don't ever suggest it again, I don't even think it's possible." Sam moved towards me again and kissed my head.
"I'm glad you're back." Sam walked away and I was left frozen, staring where he was stood, a million thoughts ripping through my mind.

Sam's P.O.V.

I can't believe I just did that.
I kissed her.
Twice.

"Sam?" Dean said as if it was some massive shock that I was out of my room.
"What's wrong? You look like you just walked in on me and Cas... I'm not going to finish that sentence." I let out a small chuckle and Dean's eyes brightened.

"Nothing, I just, umm," A knowing smirk appeared on Dean's face.

"You kissed her, didn't you?" I looked at him in surprise.
"I knew it! How did she react? Did it feel good?"

"I don't know I walked out." Dean gave me a bitchface.
"I'm not telling you if Y/N is a good kisser or not." I sighed.

"Damn it." Dean grinned and I rolled my eyes.

"Anyway I have a book to go back to and-" Dean cut me off.

"Did she show you her mojo stuff? It's weird." Dean pulled a face and I gave him a blank stare.
"Oh, you don't know! You were too busy with your teenage girl mood swings to listen to her the first time around.
Basically, all that crap Lucifer did to her? It gave her a few of the abilities of an angel. The wings were the obvious part, but apparently she's been working on them and the only ones she knows she doesn't have are the self healing factor and the time travel crap."

"Are you serious?"

"Dude, she snapped her fingers and took my beer away from me. Then snapped me back into reality and I've got a drinking ban." Dean pouted.

"I've heard. Cas mentioned to not buy anything alcohol related when I went shopping." Dean's jaw dropped.

"Sammy, please tell me that you got pie?" I sighed.

"Sorry, Dean. They had none. I'll get you some next time."