Sam x Reader - Angel

Seventeen

Trigger Warning: Suicide/ Self harm
If you don't want to read it there's gonna be a short summary at the end of the chapter.

Y/N's P.O.V.

Day 58

I had an idea. It was insane and probably wouldn't work, but it was my only option.
I knew that as soon as the boys knew about this, they'd panic. Hell, I'm panicking, but desperate times call for desperate measures.
I looked towards the broken camera in the corner of the room, I had smashed it on my second week in here.
There weren't many things in here that could be broken, I was lucky enough that no one had dared to come and fix the camera.
I took a deep breath, dragging the bed over to the broken camera and standing on it to take the camera down. It gave me a small electric shock, but nothing serious.
I threw it down onto the floor, causing pieces of glass and metal to smash everywhere.

"I'm sorry." I muttered, mainly to myself as I picked up one of the pieces of glass. My next few movements were quick, yet painful.
All it took was one deep cut from my wrist to my elbow.
I laid down on my bed and I could feel the slow pull of Death.

~Time Skip~

Everything here is dark.
I stood up, but it was weird, there was no floor, no doors and no walls. No escape.

"Why are you awake?" A voice that sounded similar to mine, just more... high pitched, drunken even.

"Who are you? Where am I?" The voice laughed and someone who looked exactly like me stepped out of nowhere.

"Welcome to the Empty." They grinned.
"I'm just your friendly neighbourhood Cosmic Entity."

"Great. I was really hoping for Purgatory." I ran my hand through my hair.
"Why do you look like me?"

"Because if I showed you my true form, you'd go insane and rip your own eyes out." They said simply.
"I'll ask again; Why are you awake?"

"Great question. Honestly, I have no idea, but I'd very much appreciate it if you sent me back. Then you can go back to doing... whatever." They glared at me.

"Sleeping." They snapped.
"I was sleeping and you should be too. No one leaves the Empty, you're not an exception. You're just a pathetic little fly that is irritating me."

"Then send me back and you can go back to sleep." I said hopefully and they disappeared, reappearing right in front of me. The Cosmic Entity punched me and I stumbled back.

"You don't really want to go back though." They kneeled down next to me and I wiped the blood from my nose.
"Let's have a looksie!" He pressed their hand against my head and I instantly got an intense headache as well as flashbacks to everything bad that's happened to me.

"Stop." I breathed, managing to push them away.

"I like sleep and I need sleep, but I can't if you're here." I sat up.

"Then send me back." They glared at me with hatred.

"No."

"Yes."

"No."

"Yes."

"Fine!" They yelled and I jumped. The Cosmic Entity snapped its fingers and everything was gone. Including me.

Sam's P.O.V.

It's been 3 days since Blaine told me about Y/N's death. .
At first I didn't believe her. Y/N wouldn't...she was stronger then that.
Then I realised that Blaine wasn't lying. She mentioned that it wasn't her intention to kill us and it was a 'tragic incident'.
I just can't understand why Y/N would do it.
Yeah, this place is worse than Hell, but Y/N was the strongest person I knew, she wouldn't have just give up.
Obviously she did and now I'm alone.

Y/N killed herself, thinking that sending herself to purgatory would help her an escape from the prison.  Things didn't go to plan and she ended up arguing with the Cosmic Entity who stays in the empty. He sent her back, but Sam is confused and heartbroken about news of Y/N's death.