letter #10

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Dear Jimin,

Your parents showed me something today. It has been over three months since your passing and this was the first time your parents willingly invited me to their house, your home, the home you grew up living in. Your brother was no where to be seen and I assume that he still did not want to see me. 

The housemaid poured me tea but I left it there, afraid of the possibility that your parents might try to poison me. After all, I was the one who murdered you.

Funny, right? Apparently they have a letter left by you to them, stating that I was torturing you, I was bringing you unhappiness, I was slowly killing you. The letter indeed had your handwriting, and not only did it contain those, it also says that I was the cause of your depression, of your current mental state of health, of your possible (and actual) death, of everything that has happened to you.

Your parents were livid. They wanted to know what I did when I don't even know myself. I loved you. I never lied to you. I never cheated on you. And I most definitely did not abuse you. I love you so much that I was even willing to give up on a major promotion that would have resulted in me moving overseas. I rejected it because you were pursuing your dream here and I wanted to do whatever I can to make you happy. 

I love you. I love you so much.

So why is this happening to me?

Love,
Jungkook.

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