letters to park jimin ▸ jikook

letter #1

Dear Jimin,

This is my first time penning a letter to you. It feels kind of weird since we usually talk face to face. We were always together too, so that was a plus. It saved us quite a lot of money on phone bills.

I remember the first time we texted. You were the one initiated it. It was after I had given you my number to discuss about our final project for the Youth Programme in high school. We would only discuss about the project at first but then you would start to ask me questions that were more personal like my family, my hobbies, my interests, etc. And although I did find it annoying at first, I always replied you honestly and asked the same questions back.

When we were done with the project and you asked if we could keep in touch, I think that was the first time I thought of you as cute. You had on a blush on those chubby cheeks of yours and you were fidgeting with your fingers, unaware that I was observing your body language.

But, I think you were the cutest as your expressions lit up when I replied with an okay. You looked ready to throw yourself into my arms but instead, you took a step back. You smiled and bowed before leaving, saying that your parents were coming to get you.

You never knew but after you left, I was the one who was blushing. I could not help it since you were so cute. Tae even pointed it out that I might have gotten a figure but I convinced him otherwise. I absolutely did not want him to find out you were cute at that time. Call me selfish, but I wanted you to look cute only for me.

But, you never did contact me after that. Well, not for awhile at least. That is, until we got paired up again for an art exhibition by the school. I was happy to be able to talk to you again but you seemed disappointed that I was your partner. We never discussed anything else other than our exhibition and you made it strictly so that we would only focus on just that.

That is, until I found you crying in the school toilets. That was also the day you confessed to me as well as the first day we were together. Time passed really quickly and now we're here.

But, you're not here. At least, not physically.

I miss you.

Yours,
Jungkook.