letter #12

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Dear Jimin,

I can't take it anymore. I really can't. 

Everyone is pointing their fingers at me when I know that I have done nothing wrong. Your parents have gone back to not seeing or talking to me, your brother has shun me and our friends have stopped contacting me. 

The police have released an official statement that I was the primary suspect, that I was the one who killed you. The case is now closed and they were ready to put me in jail. However, I heard one of them talking about having a psychiatrist talk to me and maybe put me in an asylum.

I wasn't crazy. I didn't kill you. So why? Why is everyone putting the blame on me? I was only waiting for you to come pick me up and you never came. I wasn't even home to drug you. I wasn't the one who put you behind the wheel. I wasn't the one to make you crash. I wasn't the one that killed you.

You cannot believe how much I want you to rise from the dead and tell them the truth. I am not crazy, I did not kill you, and you did not kill yourself. Everything is an accident. Someone must have rigged the car and caused you to get into that accident.

Right? That's the truth, right? 

Please, Jimin, I love you too much. I did not kill you.

Forever yours,
Jungkook.

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