letter #15

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Dear Jimin,

This will be the last letter I ever write to you. 

I apologize if you expect for more. The people here, they have diagnosed me with schizophrenia, say you were part of the hallucinations caused by the disorder. They no longer allow me pen and paper after finding my last letter to you.

I am writing this in front of the psychiatrist. They want me to admit it myself that writing these are useless, that you will never be able to read them, that you no longer here. They want me to face the fact that you are dead and you and I no longer have any connection, no matter how much I believe that we do. 

If I say any more nonsense, they will take this paper away from me and hand me a new one, allowing me to write until they deem my final letter appropriate as a final goodbye to you. 

I love you, Park Jimin. To the moon and back, you have my heart. You always had. Ever since the first day I laid my eyes on you. Thank you for existing in my life, thank you for loving me as I have loved you. Goodbye, my dear Jimin. I love you.

Forever yours,
Jeon Jungkook.

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