Today I Met The Girl I'm Going To Marry | jensoo

Chapter 47

I cannot process what I just heard.

I mean, I heard it, I understand what Hanbin said, but I cannot process the implications of his statement.

He's lying.

He has to be.

Oh god!

What if he's not?

My instincts tell me that Hanbin is speaking the truth.

I wish I didn't feel that way, but I do.

They're not a couple?

What the hell?

A few hours ago that news might have made me happy, but hearing those words from Hanbin brings me no comfort or joy.

Because it only means one thing.

Jennie lied to me.

And I can't feel good about that.

For any reason.

"Are you ok?" Hanbin asks me and I'm not sure why.

Oh.

I think I know why.

My brain is officially overloaded with information and the room is now spinning.

I shut my eyes but the spinning doesn't stop.

"Jisoo, are you ok?" Hanbin asks again.

No, I'm not.

Dumbass.

My legs suddenly feel like jelly and I frantically reach for something to hold me up.

"Shit," I hear Hanbin mutter, his voice sounding very distant.

What's his problem?

I'm the one who's about to pass out.

A rush of heat courses through my body as my legs finally give out on me.

I don't hit the floor though.

Instead, a strong pair of arms catch me.

"Easy now," Hanbin says as he carries me over to a nearby chair.

I still feel dizzy even though I'm sitting down, but not as bad as before.

Hanbin rubs my back and I want to feel grossed out by his gesture, but I actually start to feel a bit better.

I guess I can't feel grossed out by him when he's not the reason I've experienced some of the worst pain in my life.

That reason comes from only one person.

Jennie.

Oh god!

I never thought that finding out Jennie is gay would not make me happy.

Jennie is gay.

Only gay people need beards so I'm going to draw that conclusion without getting confirmation.

Jennie is gay and yet she doesn't want to be with me.

I told her I love her.

And she still rejected me.

Oh god!

I don't know what to do or how to feel anymore.

"Are you feeling any better?" Hanbin asks as I slowly open my eyes.

On the plus side, I no longer feel like I'm going to pass out.

On the negative side, Jennie is gay and she lied to me.