Am i living a normal life.........?

Introduction

So hey there as you all already now my name is Aalisha and i have decided to write this story down for many reasons which include;

1. Im tired and fed up of keeping this inside me and i want to get it all out and i feel this is the best way to take it all out. alone and anonymously

2. I have many people in my family and yet i am so lonely and i know no one out of them will take the time out to listen to my sad emotions. i feel depressed all the time. 

3. i am in search for the answer why my life is like this. pls do tell me if you know..

so i am going to start my story by introducing myself and my family. so Im a 17 year old teenager and live in London. i come from a Pakistani Asian background and have many weird stories. i will be writing about all my emotions about how i dealt with situations in my point of view that i have never ever got across to anyone before. I live in a house with my parent and my siblings and right next door live my grandparent and my younger uncle Ali(my dads younger brother and my fav uncle. he is so sweet) and aunt evil. well i call her aunt evil because she is so evil to me and always gives me this nasty glare. when she newly got married to my uncle she was so sweet but now her real face has come in front of my parents and my siblings and of course me. my older uncle Asid (my dads older brother and my least fav uncle) lives really far in luton he moved away after he got married. he is very spoilt. he got the most love by my grandma and still does. but he doesn't love her back as much as she does. he lives with aunt two face and i call her that because she is also evil and has so many sides to her. they also have three boys that are all brats. one is 7 and one is 5 and the last one is 4. all annoying spoilt brats. so back to me i live with:

My dad he was born in London but married my mum who was from Pakistan. there has always been issues due to this. my dad never wanted to marry in Pakistan however my grandma forced my dad to marry in Pakistan. so he is very nice to me and i love him so much however he is very overprotective and one of the main reasons why i have come across so many problems in life is because of his over-protectiveness. i kind of understand the reason for his over-protectiveness because before me and my older sister Aliya there was no other girls on my dads side. my dad has 2 bothers and no sisters. but however i believe there is a limit but over here all limits have been crossed in over-protectiveness. 

My mum who is very innocent and is from Pakistan. my mum is also very overprotective. my mum also has no sisters. she has 5 brothers and a mum. unfortunately her dad passed away a few years ago. Her mother in law which is my grandma had always liked her the least. i have felt bad for my mum many times when she always got blamed for things by my grandma and aunties. my grandma always had something against my mum. i mean even she is from Pakistan and got married in London so why the attitude. my grandma has always been the reason behind everything my parents do. i love my mum but one thing that always triggers me about her is her belief, she believes men are higher and superior to women. this really annoys me and this is a reason why most of the times i have an argument with her.

my older sister Aliya. she is only one year older than me. 18 she is so nice and sweet. she mostly agrees with my point of view. in the world the most i would ever share with anyone is her. she is very bubbly and likes to see the positive side of everything.

my younger brother Hassan. he is 14. i always have arguments with him because i can see that even though he was bought up in London he still has those views about boys being higher and that girls are so weak. he believes he can do a lot more than i can and is always talking about how he will always get to do everything before me even though i am older and that he will have the permission to do things that i wont. okay now i have started to somewhat believe him because i can see it happen come on why is everyone like that. pls open your eyes and see the bigger picture. at least try to see the other side.

my other younger brother Amaan. he is 10 year old. he is younger than Hassan but his brain works a lot faster than Hassan's and lets just say goes a bit too far.like stop you're just 10 years old bro. he is such a brat. he notices and sees things that he shouldn't. once we went out as a family and my parent went to order food and we were all waiting at the table. I noticed a boy looking at me and yes he was kinda cute and so i was looking back at him and my brother was like to me. 'oooh found someone shall i tell dad'. see he is just so  rude and very sly. that is why i don't get along with him much at all.

Ok so last but not least my little sister maria!! she is 3 and is all of our little princess. i believe she is at the best position and i wish i was the youngest. she will be so much luckier than me and she will get whatever she wants quicker than me and better than me. i am not jealous or anything. i am just really happy for her. she is my little princess. in fact all of our little princess. the baby of the house.

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Thanks for reading So that was the end of the introduction. i hope you liked it and didn't get bored. i will continue the next chapter about the events that have taken place in my life. please do comment and tell me if you liked it....