My dreams

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so hey there again this part is all about my dreams!! what my dreams were and knowing that i may never be able to achieve them!! 

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Growing up hearing the quote'life is not fair' i always thought and believed that life can be fair if you make it fair. but now i myself believe that it is true and that life is actually truly not fair if you are born as a girl and you are taken advantage of just because you are a girl. i mean why do i have so many disadvantages of not being able to achieve my dream just because i was born a girl. it is not my fault i didn't chose to be a girl. i have been stopped from doing things that i wanted since i was a little girl and this has affected my life so much that right now i myself wish that i was born as a boy. i personally believe that no one has the right to tell you what to do based on your gender. i am fed up of life living like this.

since i was very little i always has three really big dream that i have always wanted to achieve. i believed that the older i am getting the closer i am getting to my dreams. but no i don't see it happening anymore. out of my three dreams. my family and over protective parents can stop me from breaking two of my really big dreams but the third one... no it is not happening. no one and i mean no one can break that dream. i still have hope for that one dream and am still waiting. so my two biggest dreams that i know have no hope left for were:

Being a very successful person and being able to stand on my own feet. to be able to afford everything for myself. you know why i don't see that happening because Im 17 and i want to start earning but my overprotective parents wont let me. i go to a girls sixth form (as i cant be trusted to go to a mix one) and i guess the only reason they are letting me go to sixth form is because it is compulsory here in London. one of the main  reasons my parents are so over protective is because my grandma is always brainwashing them saying 'you shouldn't let your daughters go out on their own they will get pregnant and then you will find out'. who does she think i am. i know my limits and would never do such a thing.

so on to my second biggest dream having a tour around the world. not yet obviously when Im about 21. i want to go with my older sister aliya as she is the only person i am so close to. i know it is very unrealistic for this to happen as i am not allowed to go down to the corner by myself. yes you heard it right Im not allowed. i have been asking and begging my parents but the only answer i have ever heard is no. yh but Im so stuiped my parents would not let me go to a overnight trip.once i had a trip  to France with girls only that i begged my parents to let me got to and they never let me go. they believe that my hopes and dreams are too high. but i seriously don't believe that is true. what do you think? so what makes me think that i will be able to travel the world and the most annoying part is my dad always telling me how he travelled the world. when i ask for permission he says 'remember i was a boy'. I mean what does that mean. they are so strict. 

so now Im going to tell you about my last dream that no one can break and i will never let anyone. my last dream is to meet my dream prince and to fulfill all my dreams with him!! believe it or not right now the only thing im looking forward to is to meet him. yes Im only 17 and you must be thinking that im too young. but that is all have to look forward to in life. I am not going to give up on this dream......

 I am not going to give up on this dream

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thx for reading!! so this was a chapter about my dreams vs my harsh reality.... 

to know more aboout me and my lfe pls do read my next part that i will be updating very soon!!

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