Friday
August 29, 2014
A week of hell. That's all I can describe it by. Ever since I've got here the only time people talk to me is when they tell me I'm fat, dumb, slutty, etc. I noticed there's only one person who doesn't bully me; he completely ignores me. From what I can tell he's the school otherwise known as the "bad boy." His name is Daniel, he's kinda cute. We have all of our classes together. I doubt he would go for me, the only time he's ever paid attention to me was the first day of school we made eye contact only to have him look away. He wasn't impressed what so ever. In art class I'm paired up with Daniel for a project, I feel kinda bad that he has to deal with me. He hasn't talked to me yet but tomorrow is when we start working. I'm kinda good at art but I'm probably good enough to do the project myself so he doesn't have to be near me longer than he has too. I've found that cutting actually helps a bit and I feel a bit better about myself every time I get hunger pains. When I get them and don't act I know I'm on my way to being skinnier...prettier. The way everyone wants me to be maybe then they'll accept me. Once I get skinny I'll still have to wear a lot of make up to cover up my ugly face. I weighed myself today; I haven't ate since Tuesday and I've already lost 7 pounds!!! I'm now 121 but that's still not good enough. I plan on losing about 50 pounds then maybe I'll look good. Well see.
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Anna's Journal
Fantasía(Not real!!!!! This didn't happen it came from my imagination!!!!) As a study on young teenagers I had the 7th grade English teacher give her class a project. They had to write in a journal about what happens in school; all they learned, experience...
