The one that got away (KRISHO)

Four : First Time

"I feel like a freaking cow..who got sold and will be slaughtered for dinner.." Kyungsoo complains as they all walk together towards where their owners are.

"Well you're the most beautiful cow I've ever seen Kyungsoo.." Lay said with a smile as Kyungsoo glares at him.

"Shut up Zhang..that's the lamest pick up line I've ever heard. Jeezz." Kyungsoo complains but nevertheless went closer to Lay when the man ushers him close to him.

Kai looks at Lay and shakes his head.

"I still don't get it, why did you pick someone who doesn't seem to like you? Kyung will probably slit your throat when you're fast asleep."

"Nah,,he won't do that. I trust him.." Lay smiled down at his carrier who looks at him unimpressed.

"Well I don't trust you. You left me, you left us just like that.." Kyungsoo whispers and Lay looks seriously at him holding his unresponsive hands.

"I'll explain everything to you okay? For now let's all get you all to safety. I am sorry love..I am here now and I won't leave you again."

Sehun taps Kai on the arms to get the man's attention.

"Hey Kai..come on. I want to see Tao." the maknae impatiently said as Kai grudgingly nods his head and leads the way out.

He looks back to check if they are complete, ignoring Sehun who keeps on poking him, wanting him to fasten up.

"Stop it Sehun. Have some patience okay? The driver will be here, so I'll share my car with Sehun, Lay and Kyungsoo. Chanyeol has his own car and he'll take his carriers with him." Kai said pointedly looking at Baekhyun and Chen.

"Luhan hyung has his own car and Yifan will take Suho hyung with him. Let's meet up at the mansion after a few hours alright. Be safe. Come on guys."

Yifan puts his arms around Suho who quietly follows what the taller man wants, they walk fast eager to get back home when they saw Namjoon blocking Yifan's path.

All eleven exo members look on but stays quiet, wondering what will happen and why they suddenly felt uneasy.

"Yifan, it's good for you to be back here in Korea."

"What do you want?"

"I need a word, spare me a little bit of your time." Namjoon seriously said as Yifan looks at him.

"A minute..Suho go and wait for me. Go to Xiumin and Luhan." Yifan gently said as Suho looks apprehensive but follows what his owner says anyway.

Namjoon leans closer and whispers something to Yifan who looks shock but masked his face with a neutral expression. He looks straight at the man's eyes and whispers something back, finally the two shakes hands and parted ways.

"What is that..." Luhan asked as soon as Yifan is within hearing distance.

"We'll talk later. Suho, come on." Yifan gently said taking the smaller man's hands in his own and walking away towards his car. Nodding his head towards Kai who lifted an eyebrow.

When they are safely inside the car Yifan didn't let go of their intertwined hands.

Junmyeon looks at the man beside him. He dreamt of his face, he got broken and torn into pieces when Yifan walks out of his..out of their lives. He wanted to move on and forget, he really did but he guessed his heart has a mind of it's own.

"Junmyeon, you probably hate me so much, what's with ruining everything for you guys way back then, me leaving you without any explanation, me not making an effort to make contact, to talk to you, to explain. I wanted to babe..I wanted to for a long long time but time is already wasted.." Yifan sadly said to Suho who smile sadly, knowing that what Yifan said was true.

They can't take back the time anymore.

"I need to impregnate you as soon as I can.." Yifan mumbles awkwardly.

"I know about that Yifan, they taught me that at the orientation, we have been modified so that we can reproduce as fast as we can." Suho answers back.

"But I don't want to make it quick..I want us to start slow, to start again.."

"Yifan..don't you think you're asking for too much? You left me..you left us and it hurted us for a very long time, it left a scar on our hearts and you...you just barges your way in again and asked us to start again as if nothing happens..." Suho laugh bitterly.

"Don't be difficult Myeon.."

"I am not being difficult, I am just saying the truth. Don't worry master I will never disobey your orders for I am a mere carrier, a tool for reproduction, a possession for rich men who can afford. I know my place master.."

"Don't...don't ever call me that Junmyeon please..anything but that.." Yifan silently said as he looks outside the car window, silently hoping for a time machine..which will take him back to the time where Suho and him are happy, together and so in love with each other.

Suho stayed silent as he drags his gaze away from Yifan. He knows that it will be difficult now that so many years has passed, they both changed as an individual, he can only pray to the heavens to please grant his wish.

If my love will come back, please let him stay, here beside me until my dying day.

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Xiumin looks around the car awkwardly as he feels Luhan's burning gaze on him.

"Uhmmm.. Nice car you got here Luhan.."

"I love you.." Luhan blurted out making the smaller man squirm in embarrassment, looking shyly at their driver who is smiling.

"Luhan..stop it.." Xiumin hisses at the man who shakes his head.

"No I won't, haven't you realize that we could've all died after that commet shower? We would never had the chance to meet again..I will never get the chance to tell you my feelings.."

"Stop lying Luhan..you left..you...you made a name for yourself, you became successful and you moved on. I was happy for you when I found out..I really am.." Xiumin coldly said as he thinks about Luhan's girl friend, how he remembers the pain he felt when the news reached him.

"I will never deny anything Min..but you surely know that I always am and forever will be in love with you. What I had with her was different, I realized that I admire her as a person and I do genuinely like her but at the end of the day my heart will always return to you.."

"This is not the time for this conversation Luhan..I'm tired and I want to go to Kai's place and rest.." Xiumin looks away, not wanting to see the hurt on Luhan's eye as he heard his owner sigh and puts an arm around him pulling him closer towards him.

"We'll do whatever you want babe.."

TBC