The one that got away (KRISHO)

Seven : Revelation

Luhan looks at Xiumin who's looking elsewhere, the smaller man just took a bath and is now getting ready for his nap when he realizes that Luhan has been sitting beside him on the bed doing nothing but stare at him. He freaking finds it creepy.

"Uhm..Luhan, I thought we are past the staring stage. Why don't you lie down and take a nap too?" Xiumin asked kindly when Luhan shakes his head.

"No..I..I'm afraid that if I wake up you'll be gone," Luhan whispers as Xiumin lowers his gaze.

"I won't, when you wake up I'll still be here, I will still be your slave. your carrier so put your mind at ease Luhan." Xiumin turns his back around and tries to sleep but Luhan still talks and he has no other choice but to hear every single word.

"I love you, I always will be in love with you. At that time, when I decided to walk away, I know I hurt you, I hurt all of you but didn't it occur to you that you hurt me too? I am in so much pain that I have no other choice but to leave..to put distance between us and forget how much I love you."

Xiumin heard Luhan sigh.

"I just wanted to shout out loud how much I am in love with you and you won't let me. You cared so much for other people's opinion, you didn't care enough for me."

"I care for you Luhan but things like that are not tolerated by most of the people especially here in Korea, you know how conservative w.."

"That's it..I only care about you. I don't care about them."

"I know you're hurt too, maybe you felt that I chose other people over you but Luhan..we're so young back then, I'm scared of what will happen, I'm scared of what my parents will think, I'm afraid of what will happen to my career, I'm scared and you left me. You didn't even help me clear my mind you just..you let your emotions take over and left us." Xiumin coldly said.

"I can't just wait without assurance Xiumin ah... I can't wait to know that the result could break me. Did you even try to think of it in my perspective?"

Xiumin stayed silent, he needs to calm down and not let his emotions take over. He already forgave the man for what he did ages ago, he doesn't like holding grudges and all that shit but the thing that hurts him the most is his ex-lover getting public on his relationship with a woman, making him question his confidence, making him think that he's nothing compared to the pleasure that that woman is giving his Luhan.

"I am sorry, I already forgave you from what happened Luhan. Just forget what I said, I am just emotional right now."

Luhan sigh and put an arm around Xiumin.

"I understand, please don't be awkward with me. I am your lover, heck I am basically your husband now and we're here to start a family and I want our children to grow up in a happy environment as much as possible. From now on let's work on our relationship okay?"

"Okay.." Xiumin mumbles as Luhan leans down to whisper on his ears.

"And just for the record, I love you more than I love her. As mean as it sounds I only go for her because I thought she will make me forget about my feelings for you. Before we even became lovers she already knows that I am still in love with you. We did our best to be happy, we really did but I blame my heart for this one. It only wants its Baozi." Luhan turns his head and kisses Xiumin on the underside of his ears making the smaller man squeals.

"No Luhan..you said we'll sleep."

"Don't deny me this one babe. please, I waited for so long." Luhan huskily said as he lewdly licks his lover's neck, biting on that spot, sucking on it and making sure that it will leave a mark.