The Alpha Female

Chapter 9

Janet's picture above

Rowan's pov

"Dammit uggghhh" I shout while throwing things around

"why why why I can't get her out of my head " I shout again this time throwing a lamp to the wall and shattering it

She is so beautiful, just perfect and I don't think she knows it her skin is so creamy dark and her beautiful brown eyes then her perfect lips and her white teeth gosh I want to kiss her so bad

I am not going to be able to I can't accept her, if I go through another heartbreak I'll die but Nora's just uuuggghhh I can't think straight, I just hope she didn't see me dancing with Abby .

Abby and I had a fling but it was a one time thing, I just wanted a distraction, something to keep my mind off her but it didn't work

I don't know I'm just confused there's something special and different about Nora and I want to find out but I can't but at least now she's away from that Riker boy, there's something going on between them and I don't like it.

'oh please like you haven't blown our chance already so help me if she leaves us cause of something you do so help me it won't end well for you ' my wolf Max said clearly frustrated

It hasn't even been a full on twenty four hours and he has it bad

'can you blame me, she is perfect, don't act like you don't want her cause I know you do your just being stupid ' he said then I blocked him I am not a child, I know what I want and I don't want her or do I, no I don't I guess I'm so confused goddess I need your help

The rest of the day I could barely sleep I couldn't stop thinking about her so when I woke up I took a cold shower and headed down stairs and I sat down and was served my break fast

I slowly ate at as I put the first bite of pancakes in my mouth it was like sparks of flavors and bursts of tingling sensations erupted in my mouth and I smiled savouring the taste and when I looked up every one was looking at me expectantly

"how is it " Stephanie asked

"good " I said to her while taking another bite and I moaned out "really good, I love it, Who made this, they need an award "

"if you say so " Katelyn said then Seth said

"drum roll please " then Ryan started hitting the table while Finn just smiled then Janet said

"the award for the best cook in the house goes too ...... Nora " and she pointed behind me and I just stood up and turned around causing me to push my half finished pancakes on the floor OK the pancakes didn't deserve that but it doesn't matter

Nora just looked at what she cooked on the floor with hurt in her eyes her hair was still wet obviously from the shower and she was dressed in a grey oversized jumper with a pair of black shorts then she suddenly fell to the ground screaming while clutching her stomach

Immediately every one rushed to her and they started saying soothing words to her it's like this isn't the first time something like this is happening to her

Then suddenly Riker bursts into the room and says in a hurry

"where's Nora "then he saw her on the floor he rushed towards her and carried her in his arms which caused me to growl then Stephanie just looked at me with disappointment and then everyone rushed upstairs to attend to Nora

I was still in shock when Riker came down with everyone else

"how is she "I asked

"she's fine " Finn said to me a little harsh

"can I see her "I said lowly and Riker growled and I looked at him and he said

"no"

"why not, Who are you to stop me from seeing my mate " I said raising my voice

"I am her best friend and I actually care for her so just leave her alone " Riker said completely disrespecting me then I growled and said

"I'm going to see her and there is nothing you can do about it you know why, cause she's my mate "

"Just leave her alone, I think it'll be better if you left her alone and just let her be, hasn't she suffered enough ,please I beg you just stay away from her please just stay away"Stephanie said a tear falling down her eye

My heart pained and I just went outside for a run, I needed to let loose, I feel at fault

'that's cause you are idiot ' Max shouted as I shifted and started to run and I just blocked him off I really wasn't in the mood for his bickering

After like an hour I returned to the house in wolf form because I didn't have any clothes and I went to my room and I got dressed and came out and I saw everyone eating lunch then I sat down beside Nora and she just got up and left then Janet said

"you've really messed up now " and I didn't answer so I just left suddenly loosing my appetite on my way to my room I heard music coming from Nora's room and the door was partly open

I peeped in and saw Nora dancing ballet, and salsa and Hip Hop and I just stood there and stared in awe, what can't she do then she said

"this isn't a private concert Rowan " the way she says my name makes me shiver ,I fully entered the room and walked towards her then I awkwardly cleared my throat surprised she noticed I was there, I tried my best to be quiet

"oh... umm I'm sorry I umm I wanted to ask if you were OK "I said feeling a little intimidated by the look she was giving me, I'm an Alpha I shouldn't get intimidated

"as you have seen I'm fine " she said to me and it didn't fully convince me so I just gave her an eye scan just to be sure well I was actually checking her out as well and I think she noticed cause she said

"if your done checking me out the door is that way Alpha Rowan " and that's all it took me to loose it hearing her call me by my name and title just broke me

I went closer to her and I smashed my lips onto hers placing my hands on her waist and kissing her like my life depended on it and after a while she kissed me back

The tingling sensation on my lips felt so good then I slipped my tongue inside her mouth and I think that's what brought her back to reality cause she pushed me away and instantly gave me a hard slap and she shouted

"get the f**k out of my room you f**kard " then she pushed me out and slammed the door in my face and I just sighed still feeling the sparks and tingles on my lips and I went back to my room and slammed the door shut not coming out for the rest of the day .

A/n
Here's another chapter dedicated to all my readers , I hope you like it cause I don't really know how to write guys povs but I tried my best to show you Rowans point of view .

Random question
What country are you from, I'm from Nigeria.

Bori 😚😚