Nora's pov
Darkness
Darkness
Darkness
All I see is darkness and all of a sudden there's light
"Nora" I hear an all to familiar voice that causes a tear to drop on my cheek
"Mom" I choaked out
"Nora my child, come to me" the sweet voice of my mother says and I look around trying to find her
I follow the sound of her voice and see her sitting beside a stream in all white
I begin to run towards her but I don't seem to get any closer
I run faster and faster but I don't get closer tears begin to fall from my eyes and I fall to the ground crying into my palms and it begins to drizzle
I guess my powers work here too
"My child" I hear and I feel a presence behind me
I speedily get up and turn around holding her tight in my arms putting my nose in her neck
"Mom, why did you leave me" I say crying
"Don't ever ... leave me again"
"Please mom" I finish, the sobs breaking my words
"You can't stay here, they are waiting for you" my mom says
I take my face away from her neck
"Mom, what are you saying" I ask holding her even tighter
"You need to go, and remember my darling, love him like you are supposed to, for my sake please just be happy with him" my mum says and she begins to fade away
"Mom,mom,mom, please don't leave me again, mom please " I cry my eyes out
She's gone
I sit on the floor curled up and an emotional wreck
How does one truly recover from the trauma of their mother fading out of their own hands
The truth is, they don't
All of a sudden things go dark and I just accept the darkness it seems like my only source of comfort at this point
"Mella"
"Mella"
"Mella are you there"
No answer
I just sit there on my own and I let the darkness consume me
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I try to open my eyes but it dosent work, my eyes feel so heavy
I try to open them once again and finally it opens
I'm in Rowans room and it's kind of dark but I can still see
I get up from his bed silently and my neck hurts like a fucking bitch
I quietly leave his room and I go to mine, I honestly just want to sleep
I laid down on my bed and slept but it was cut short when I heard an ear shattering scream
My eyes immediately jolt open and I quietly rush to the direction of the sound which was rowans room
None of them seem to notice me standing behind them as Stephanie cries saying
"She's gone... She's fucking gone"
"Geez steph get a hold of yourself" I find myself unconsciously say and all heads immediately snap to me
"Nora" they all scream and rush towards me
I laugh a little as they all bombard me with questions
"You guys I'm fine okay, I'm fine" I answered them all at once
"Nora we were so worried, we've never seen something like that happen before" Janet spoke still giving me an eye scan to make sure I was okay
"I think Nora would like some rest" Seth said
"But she's been sleeping for two days" Katelyn spoke
"I think all of you should leave, I would like to speak to my mate" Rowan suddenly spoke and my eyes connected with his for a split second before I looked away
That brief eye contact made me feel so nervous, everything feels so different now, it's like I can feel what he feels, it's like the bond has intensified, I see everything so differently now
I'm still mad that he marked me without permission, oh hell I'm mad but I just need him in a totally different way right now
The room had cleared and it was just me and my mate left in the room, I look up and see him standing in front of me, he touched me cheek lightly as if to see my reaction, sparks erupting from that little contact
He held my shoulders and pulled me into a hug, and I feel something wet, is he crying
"I'm sorry...Nora...I'm so sorry...I didn't...mean for it to...happen...it was a...mistake...I just...lost it...please...can...you forgive...me"
Rowan says in between sobs
Sparks everywhere, everywhere he touched I felt an explosion of sparks and I remained silent
'Say something'
"Mella, oh my goodness Mella I missed you" I said to her
'yh yh whatever, just say something' she replied arrogantly oh how I missed her
"Nora what can I do to make it up to you" Rowan says having let me go now keeping a comfortable distance from me
No answer
"Nora please I'll do anything, just please talk to me, your silence is killing me" Rowan says again now taking a step closer
"Just give me space, I need time to process all this" I finally say
"Please Nora anything but that, I can't live with more space, I don't want to be away from you" Rowan says again taking another step towards me, now he's close to me, very close and all I want to do is pull him towards me removing any space left between us but instead I do the opposite
"But I want space, I don't want to be close to you, I don't want anything to do with you" I spoke taking steps back
The more I moved away the more he got closer, we continued like that till my back hit the wall and he moved even closer, our bodies now touching and sparks flying everywhere
"You don't want to be close to me" He said running his fingers up my arm and circling an arm around my waist pulling me closer as I try to control my breathing
He runs his free hand up till it gets to my neck leaving a trail of sparks behind
"But you don't want to push me away" He brushes his thumb on my mark causing a moan to leave my mouth
Shit
He growls low, his eyes getting a shade darker
"Tell me that you can't feel this" He says putting his head down and brushing his lips on my mark, my heart was beating so fast that I was getting worried
"Do you still want nothing to do with me, hmmm, do you still want space" he said low in my ear nibbling on my ear a little causing me to gasp
"N.. No" I managed to say
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A/n
Heyyyyy, yes so I am back with another update, I'm sorry it took so long, I had school and stuff to do so I hope you guys like this chapter cause it was a little bit rushed and all I'm sorry for that
So Rowan used the mate bond to get Nora's forgiveness so how do you think things are going to be now
Ship names I need ship names, I'm thankfull for all you who have started suggesting but I need more
Random question:Khalid or Billie eilish
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FantasyNora Hollow the only child of her parents and rightful alpha of her pack She was looked down upon and wasn't allowed to become Alpha because of her gender Banished by the new Alpha and sent to a new pack how would she adjust? Would things change...
