my shameful desire x bws

six.

I hate water, I hate being crowded around too many people. I sighed. I hated everything.

"Lucy live a little, come and join us."Brad shouted. Live a little- does he know how I feel right now, what a d...

"I'm good thanks."

Fake smile again, lovely. One of the boys came over and sat by me; I think he was called James.

"Are you okay."His sweet voice asked.

"I am thanks I'm just- I'm good."I sighed, I felt no need to explain.

"Come on, I'll hold your hand If you want."He joked. I laughed. Maybe, it's just water.

"Fine."I gave up.

His hands gripped onto mine and pulled me up.

"Ready."He smiled, realising it wasn't really a question as we already was walking towards the water.

"No."I squealed as he pushed me in.

I gasped for air.

"So goes for holding my hand."I rolled my eyes.

"Lucy remember when we used to play shark."Tristan teased.

"No I don't."I lied. It's the worst game ever. All the boys laughed as he chased me. I'm not five anymore.

"Tris stop that's enough."I giggled getting out the pool. That wasn't that bad.