my shameful desire x bws

twenty-four.

I lay at the edge of the bed, as far away from James as possible. "You don't look very comfortable."He mumbled into the covers.

"Nope I'm great."I whispered.

"Come here."His arm reaching out to pull me.
As soon as his fingertips touched my skin I shivered, closing my eyes for that one second.
Wait is this spooning, right okay. Me and James are spooning; no no it's fine. This is good. I felt his breath on my neck, making my breathing faster.

"Right what's up."He snorted.

"Nothing."I spoke quickly.

He turned me around, our faces close enough to touch. His mouth hung slightly open, his eyes flicking back from mine and my lips.

"I'm absoulty-"I paused in between my short breaths as our faces got closer. My head tilting slightly.

"Fine."I managed before James's lips crashed into mine. Rolling us over; his body laying on top of mine. His hands moving down to my waist, pulling me closer. A small moan escaped my lips as he deepened the kiss. This is too quick, no it isn't. This is a dream, nope not this time. Then the questions disappeared as his tongue distracted them.

"James."I moaned through the kiss.

"Mm.."

I opened my eyes so I was now looking at him, his lips now detaching from mine.

"Sorry, -I didn't."He struggled, although it was complete darkness I could still see his rose cheeks now glowing.

"James, kiss me."I stuttered as it reminded me of past words I had said before. But I blanked that memory out as his soft lips touched mine for the second time.