my shameful desire x bws

fifthteen.

I pressed my lips together before looking in the mirror. I might not be a fan of detail but I mean I like to look presentable. The rest of today I have been thinking, about brad about me. And I can't ignore these feelings anymore so I'm going to confront him.

Wether I want to or not.

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"Wow you look- amazing."James stutters. I return him a smile and walk off, ignoring Brads looks. I'm walking at the front, he's at the back. This is fine...it's good. I wonder if I've done something. Worthless me probably screwed it up. Shut up. I shake the questions out and slow my self down. We all stop at a building, a very large one. The music clear from outside.

"Ready."Brad whispers, oh he's back then. I nod before walking in.

I sat at the bar, slowing drinking...to be honest I don't know what it is. But it's got a kick; I look down noticing I have finished it. One more won't hurt, I laugh to myself.

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The night flew by swiftly; to be honest I don't know if it's still night. I laughed as his hand supported my body.

"Brad y-ou, aR-e amazing."I slurred. I heard his laugh as we walked down the street together, alone. "N-oo, really you are."I spoke again.

"Thanks."He chuckled.

"I'm so g-lad I met you."I giggled.

"Me too."He smiled.

"I like you Bradley William Simpson."I bit my lip, attempting to be seductive.

"I like you too."He responded after awhile. I stopped turning to face him, swaying slightly.

"I-i."I paused due to a hiccup.

"I don't think you understand me."I mumbled.

"Lucy you're drunk, you will regret it."He sighed, running his hands through his hair.

"No Brad."Hiccup again.

"I can't do this anymore, I- I lo-"My words not coming out as hoped.

"Please don't Lucy."He closed his eyes.

"Kiss me bradley."I whispered.

"Lucy.."He let out a long breath. I moved closer; tugging hard at his shirt. Bringing his lips inches from mine.

"Kiss me I said." He rolled his eyes, mumbling varies of swear words and pressed his lips against mine with force. I had no intention of doing that, but I had no plans for me to stop it either.