I'm lying enjoying the peace and quiet. I've just been having the most amazing dream and I swear it felt so real, like I could almost sense shannon with me, smell him even. I stir slightly and turn over in bed only to be met by two beautiful hazel orbs. I swear they can look right into my soul. I gasp lightly feeling so stupid to forget he was in the bed with me. I guess I must've crashed out after Jared's phone call as I'm still fully dressed under the duvet. His beautiful eyes twinkle as he bursts out laughing at my reaction. "Morning beautiful..." he whispers. " Hey yourself Mr, how's the hangover?"
He winces visibly and hides under the cover suitably embarrassed. " you have a lot to thank Kyle for that's all I can say. Me too. I've had to expand the truth somewhat to your brother and I don't like it. He's good to me and ive made up a cock and bull story about looking after you. He even said he will make sure I'm not disturbed this morning and ive to take you to the venue for 12.30."
He snuggles closer but still under the cover and gives me those puppy dog eyes ." I'm really sorry baby but Jay really riled me up. I know he didn't know I was with you but I just took the hussy comment too personally and lost it. He just kept on and on moaning about everything and I couldn't take it. I know he's the boss but we all work really hard. I'm not sorry for walking out but I am sorry for walking away from you. I just needed to vent and I knew you might stop me. I'm sorry"
I let him cuddle in to my side and we just lay for a few minutes. " why did u get such a fright when you saw me anyways?" He asks pretending to be offended. I burst out laughing. I dunno I guess I was so tired I crashed out after to spoke to Jay on the phone. I was having such a nice dream about us and it felt so real, now i know why.....cos you were right here all along haha.". He peeks under the covers and laughs again. " you must have been exhausted your still wearing your clothes you numbnut. You even have your shoes on. I'm feeling rather underdressed now. How did i get undressed any way come to think of it"
I explained about finding him in the bathroom and the boots in jeans fiasco and how I managed to finally soothe him to sleep. " dammit. Our first night alone with a room and a bed and I go and ruin it."
" you didn't ruin it sweetie I was exhausted. Trust me you tried your damndest to get me into bed but you were so drunk it didn't feel right.......but your sober now...and we have the whole morning to ourselves....so... "
He smirks..." and you do need to get out of those clothes hmm" and as he says that I jump up taking the quilt with me. " woah Jess what the fuck" he laughs grabbing a pillow to protect his modesty. "Shannon....I've seen it already, there's no need to hide. In fact I'd quite like to see it again right now if that's ok with you." I make my way slowly behind the quilt towards him. He's there ..on the bed naked and muscly and hard and ready for me....fuck..I feel myself tingling down below and I don't want to put this off much longer . I drop the quilt, kicking off my shoes and climb onto the bed, only to be tackled onto my back by him. I happily lay there while he peppers sweet kisses all over my face and neck. He stops and cradles my face in one of his giant paws and just smiles at me, staring sweetly and I'm blushing with his intense stare. "Whaaaaat shan stop it" I giggle trying to turn and hide into his hand. "Your just so goddamn beautiful and I'm actually getting time to look at you and take my time to worship you like you deserve. This is the first time we have been alone properly without fear of intrusion and I don't want to waste any ti....." I cut him off with a deep sensual kiss. " u talk too much leto. You really do. You were even muttering in your sleep when I settled you in bed last night. "
He looks shocked and leans back.." what was I saying" .
"Why the panic shannon...You look like your worried about something" I tease him, kissing his nose then cheeks then lick slowly up his triad tattoo on his neck.
" fuuuuuck Jessica....I love that...." " you love that or something else " I tease again. I can't tell him what I heard but it's so much fun to tease him. He stops and pins me down so I can't move I'm forced to look at him and listen to him. " Jess I know where This is going. I Might be been drunk last night but I remember what I said. Just remember when your drunk you are the most truthful you can ever be. I didn't bring it up as I don't wanna scare you off or make you feel that you need to say or feel it back. Remember I liked you for a long time before we met properly and you got me big time baby. I'm 100% head over heels for you and it's so hard to ignore you or act casual around everyone when I just want to kiss you and tell you how much I love you and love being with you........fuck ive ruined it now haven't I.fuck I'm sorry baby. " he sits back on his knees at the end of the bed in despair. I sit up in a flash in front of him my hands on his face now. " never ever think you have ruined anything. You opened your heart to me and that means more than you will ever know. This is new for me shan, Ive never felt like this before with anyone and I know that I can't be with anyone else. I know that I think of you when your not here, I think of you every second you are here and I dream of you when I sleep. So if that's love then I guess I need to say that I love you too. And it scares the fuck out of me if I'm honest. " by now we are holding hands facing each other. I rest my head against his head and we just sit content in the knowledge that we feel the same way about each other.
I open my mouth the say something and his lips are on mine. Gentle at first till he moaned into my mouth his tongue seeking mine. That moan sent shivers up my spine and the kiss deepened. It was like we needed each other to stay alive. Like we were the oxygen the other was craving.
It was frantic and erotic and we were a sweating bundle of exhausted, panting limbs entwined by the time we both finished.
" wow.......I have no that words baby girl...Just wow. "
"I know.....That was intense. What are we like though. We have all the time this morning without being disturbed and we go at it like it's our last time on earth " . I collapse on the bed laughing, trying to catch my breath and before we get a chance to speak again my mobile rings from somewhere in the room.
"Where the fuck is it, can you see it shannon?". He's busy looking too but I get somewhat distracted at the site of his naked body moving round the room. "Found it babe" he shouts from behind the couch...."Oh fuck it's Jay...here you better answer. He will just keep calling". He tosses the phone to me and I try and compose myself. " Jared hi...how's things?"
There's a pause and I can mentally picture him trying to work out what I'm doing. "Are ya ok there Mrs. you sound kinda outta breath "
Shannons in stitches by this point and I throw a pillow at him which essentially makes him fall off the couch. "I'm fine Jay honest. I went for a walk and had just come out the shower when you rang. Shans okay do you wanna chat with him?"
Shannon looks horrified and I can't help but laugh. I disappear into the bathroom while they chat and I'm lost in my own thoughts and don't notice him in the room till he's there beside me and I'm pressed against the cold tiles with him hard against me.
"Oh u will pay for that little lady, making me grovel to my little bro like that." He tickles me till I submit and we are skin to skin locked together again in passion. It's gentle this time, lots of stroking of wet soft skin, taking time to get to know each other properly and before we know it the waters getting cold and we are running out of time. " I love you shannon" I whisper to him as we dry and dress. " I love you too, i love you, I love you, I love you, I love you." He whispers in my ear . " I need to say it over and over as I can't say it in front of them and its gonna kill me. "
I nod and hug him like it's the last hug ever as we rush out the door to meet up with the others before they wonder what's keeping us...........
