"Oh God.... my head....someone stop that banging please.....for the love of God it's too early....." I moan into the duvet. Actually why is the duvet nice and cosy and smells like shannon.
"Little bit...its actually only 11.30 at night and theres no banging...that will be the hangover kicking in from the ton of miniatures you necked when you ran away from me at the dinner tonight!."
I slide back under the duvet suitably embarrassed. My face is burning. Especially when I think back to Jared and him being here earlier and my having carnal thoughts about shannon that could have blown everything. " yeah well blame your asshat of a brother....and he can pay the mini bar bill seen as it's his fault. " I'm silent and still under the covers but I can hear shannon laughing even from in here. He pulls the covers back and lifts me up to him with no effort at all as if I was the quilt. God those muscley arms will be the death of me. " I think that will be just fine little bit..I don't see him arguing with you on that one. He feels really bad and actually felt kinda icky when he thought about it after the event. I mean he feels like your his little sister and your his best friend so hes sorry he overstepped the mark but I told him not to bother apologising earlier as you were too drunk." I hide my face in his chest and he gently tips my chin so I'm staring into those hazel flecked eyes that dazzle me every time. I feel his lips gently bump mine and his tongue gently slipping through asking for entry. He smiles into the kiss and pulls back. " you taste good baby. I can stay sober and just kiss you for the thrill and the taste". I whack him with the pillow which turns into an all out battle on the bed, trying to get the other one until I'm defenseless as he tickles me into submission. We are both panting bu now and he has me pinned to the bed so it's easy for him to nudge my top up to kiss all over my stomach. His big paws switch and he manages to hold me in place with one and use the other to tease me with gentle strokes up my body to my breasts, following the gentle curve with his fingertips till he pinched my hard nipple making me squeal in pain till he gently licked and sucked it back to pleasure. He carried on this assault on my senses and I gladly allowed him. Eventually allowing me my hands free I wasted no time in shedding both of us of our clothing. We fucked hard and fast, needing each other in that moment. I've never felt so close to someone as I do to him right now and it scares me. I think he senses this and stops to look me in the eye. " what is it baby your worrying me. Did I hurt you."
I shake my head no. " I'm fine shan just a lot in my head right now. I don't want to scare you off filling you in. You may think I'm mad. "
" i think i know what it is and I've told you already......i think i love you too Jessica so don't think it's too soon or I'm not feeling the same way cos i do. I love you so much and i meant it when i told you before i wasnt just saying it to make you feel better...I love you little bit "
" oh shannon I love you so much and I hate I can't shout it to the world. I wanna just kiss you when I feel like it. Or go for a walk hand in hand with you on a day off. Its killing me I don't mind telling you. I don't know if this job is worth it if it means I can't be happy all the time. I love Jay and hes my best friend and I adore my job but i love you more and I'm at a loss what to do. It's really getting to me baby"
Shannon pulls me close as I sob into his hard hot chest. His big arms surround me and cocoon me and I feel my troubles melt away . I want to have this forever, whenever I need it not just in secret.
He just holds me until I must've nodded off again and before I know it its morning. I awaken up and Shannon's not in the bed but I hear the shower running so I venture through to join him. One thing leads to another and we lose track of time. We are so caught up in ourselves we don't hear our phones going or the subsequent knock at the door.
We also dont hear the click of the key card or the door opening........
" shannon, dude you around. Is it safe to come in. You left that spare keycard with me when we got here last night and my plans kinda filtered out and I just wanted to let you know I'm back so i will come with you to the venue. .....shan, bro, u in there." Jared peeks into the room to find a messed up bed, clothes strewn that certainly weren't there before and noone to be seen. " I'm gonna fucking kill him" he mutters under his breath just as jess and shannon come out of the bathroom wrapped in towels laughing and giggling together.
"Saving water guys? Were not in LA now I don't think they have a drought here. Very concientious of you. Shannon a word. Five minutes my room!" And with a slam of the door hes gone.
Jess just buckles and shannon catches her before she hurts herself. "Shit, shit shannon I'm gonna get fired what will we do" she manages to get out between sobs . The easy going carefree morning has well and truly had a bomb blast right through it . I rub her back and hold her close. " hey chill baby girl. Hes hotheaded, it's a shock, your his best worker and best friend. It's me hes angry at. Don't worry. Just get dry and warm and dressed and I will be right back ok. He slides his t shirt on and some joggies and heads to Jay's room, stopping and sighing outside before chapping to go in. I can hear him from our room as Jared lays into him and it's too much to take.
