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nineteen

i went to go knock on christian's door but as i reached for it, he was already there.
"MY LOVE" he exclaimed.
"hi baby" i couldn't help but giggle, he's the cutest. i swear there's no one better. he engulfed me in one of his famous hugs and it was the greatest feeling ever. the more i actually get to know him, the real him, not the fake persona that he puts on, i fall in love.
"how's my girl doing?"
"better now that i'm with you."
"come on, let's go and cuddle." he said as he led me upstairs to his room. the room was still the same from the night of the party. baseball posters, blue bedding, messy desk, etc.
"hey, why'd you come home?" i asked
"just uh wasn't feeling well." he clearly lied, but i didn't want to push the issue
"oh okay. well um what movie or show do you want to watch?"
"whatever you want honey."
"riverdale?" i asked
"anything but riverdale."
"CAN WE WATCH AMERICAN DAD" i exclaimed. i got excited, it's like my favorite show ever.
"YES" he replied mocking me. bastard.
he put the show on, as we got comfortable in his king size bed. he started to get really touchy though, which started to make me nervous. i moved away a little, and i guess he picked up on that.
"am i doing something wrong?" he asked, kind of in a rude tone.
"n-no. you're just touching me. like a lot"
"we're cuddling, nora."
"ok? and? you're fucking being annoying christian." i started to get mad. he was being such a dick right now.
"what the fuck? i'm literally cuddling with you and you're getting mad at me? everything i fucking do you get mad at me for. i can't fucking take it. i go through enough already nora, i don't need your prude bullshit." he yelled.
"fuck you, christian."
"we're done nora."
"fine, i never needed you anyways. my life was perfectly fine without you. go back to quinn cooper, and go back to being the dickhead that you really are." i started to cry as i made my way out the door.
i sat in my car for a few minutes and just cried. like really fucking cried. cried to the point where my eyes were swollen. all over him. all over christian fucking yelich.