Find my way back to you |calum hood|

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Ariana's pov

I sat in the lounge alone, the boys hadn't came back from the arena yet and i'll admit it was lonely and quiet.

I'll also admit I missed them a bit, I missed pretending to get along with them or arguing with them, it was just too lonely.

"We're back, did you miss us?" Ashton yelled as the boys and joe, the security guy, entered, "Oh yes, I missed you all so much" I said sarcastically, "We knew it" Ashton said falling on to the sofa next to me, he was acting too friendly, even for pretending to be friends, "What's wrong with you?" I asked laughing, that was a real laugh, not a pretend one I usually do whenever I'm around them, "Nothing Im just overly hyped from the show" he said, "Oh I see" I said as I pulled my phone out.

"What ya doing?" Ashton asked looking at my phone, "Im on twitter" I said as I turned the phone for him to see, "Can I see your phone for a second?" he asked, "No" I said, I keep forgetting we're not friends.

I'll never understand them, when we're with other people they all act so nice and friendly and act as if they're my best friends, but when we're alone they act as if they're going to murder me or something.

I know we have to pretend to like each other, but are they really this good at pretending?

Either they're pretending they like me when we're with people or they're pretending they don't like me when we're alone cause there's no way that there's two sides to them.

They can't just be like that, I wanted to know what was the real side of them.

Was it the nice side they showed with fans and everyone else around, or was it the not nice side they showed when it was just them and I around?

"Just give me it I'm not going to do anything" Ashton said grabbing my phone, he began typing and then he took a picture of himself and I'm guessing posted it on twitter, I couldn't help but laugh at him.

I still hate him though.

I took my phone back and saw what he tweeted alongside the picture of himself.

Ariana loves me so much she let me take pictures on her phone <3

I laughed a bit and then realised that joe wasn't present in the room, "Where's joe?" I asked, I didn't like it when joe wasn't here because then they started insulting me and going back to hating me again.

I hate to admit it but I kind of liked it when they liked me, it felt better and made me feel better.

"His daughter was in a bad accident so he can't tour with us, so we're living rough with no security guard" Michael answered, I laughed a bit, but stopped myself as I realised I actually laughed at something he said totally at my own accord, not because there was someone I needed to pretend to like them around.

"What's for dinner?" Luke asked, "Whatever Ariana decides to cook us" Michael said, "I can't cook whatsoever" I stated, "Seriously? You must be able to cook something" he said, "I burn toast, I undercook pasta, I overcook bacon, eggs, sausages and stuff like that, I don't know how to use the oven. I can make microwave stuff" I said, "Ashton you can cook" Calum said, "All I can make is spaghetti and we've had that for the past three days or however long we've been here" Ashton said, "How about someone goes to get pizza" I suggested, "Best idea you've ever said" Michael said.

"I'm not going" the four boys yelled at the same time, they all looked at me, "Im not walking the streets of London on my own at ten at night" I stated, "Fine, if one of us go with you, will you go?" Michael said, "I guess so" I said, "Fine who's going with her?" Michael said.

"I will" Calum said, I shook my head, "I'm not going with Calum" I said, "Don't worry, he won't ditch you, again" Michael said, "You really are a dick" I mumbled, "You're paying for pizza" I said to Calum as he followed me outside, "Ari wait" Calum said, "Stop calling me Ari" I spat, "What's wrong with you?" he asked, "You Calum, that's what's wrong with me. You and your asshole friends" I said wiping a tear from my eye before it could fall and lead to more tears.

I refuse to cry in front of him.

"Lets just go get pizza" I said walking in the direction of the city, Calum hot on my heels.

"What kind of pizza do you want?" the man asked, "Three large pepperoni pizzas" Calum said, "What if I don't want pepperoni?" I questioned, "You always used to get pepperoni" Calum said, "Used to" I said, "Damn it, what do you want then?" he asked, "Pepperoni" I said, "You're so annoying" he said quietly so no one around us could hear, "So are you" I said as the man gave us our pizzas and Calum paid, taking the pizzas off me and walking ahead, "Im perfectly capable of carrying three pizza boxes" I said as I walked next to him.

"I was being a gentleman" Calum said, "That's a big surprise, I never knew you knew how to act like a gentleman" I said, "You know you can drop the act around me Ari, I know what you're really like" he said, I stopped dead in my tracks, "Lets get one thin straight Calum, you don't know me anymore, you don't know who I am anymore, you don't know what I'm like anymore, so stop acting as if you do, you can't just walk back into my life after everything you done and said to me and expect me to forget everything, you're nothing to me anymore Calum, nothing" I said as I walked in front of him, not even waiting for him to catch up to me.