Find my way back to you |calum hood|

T H I R T Y T H R E E

Ariana's pov

"And the winner of the best collaboration of the 2014 VMA is.....5 seconds of summer and Ariana smith with somebody to you" the guy said, all five of us shot up and hugged each other, I didn't hug Calum though, he didn't deserve a hug from me after cheating.

We all walked up and Ashton went to the mic, "We just want to thank all our fans for voting for us, and I want to thank Ariana for actually working with us, we love you all lots" Ashton said, I went to the mic, "Yeah thanks to the fans, and you boys, and thank you to Mark, our old manager who helped us write it" I said smiling as we got the award and the boys went back to their seat while I stayed there to present the next award.

I said the nominees for artist to watch, before picking up the envelope.

"Okay the winner of artist to watch is....*opens envelope* 5 seconds of summer!" I yelled as I watched the boys come back up, I smiled as I congratulated them and went backstage to get changed for our performance.

The boys came backstage and quickly changed before we were called on stage to perform.

"Great performance guys" I said, "You too Ariana" Luke said, I smiled as we took our seats again.

Once the show was finished, David, the boys, mark and I were going out to celebrate our awards, "Mark I've missed you so much" I said hugging him as soon as I saw him, he laughed and hugged me back, "I missed you too Ariana" he said smiling.

Mark saw my wrist and looked at me, "I haven't since the night on the phone" I said, the others looking at us confused, "Are you sure?" mark asked, "Yes mark" I said smiling at the thought of him still caring about me, I saw Calum look at me but I ignored him.

We went to the club and got drinks, I was sitting at the booth with Calum and Ashton, I was talking to Ashton about my album that I was almost finished, and he was telling me about the boys' album.

I saw a girl walk over to us, she looked familiar but I see so many girls on a daily basis, so it could just be someone I saw at a meet and greet or at a show or something, "Calum?" she said, Calum looked up and his face went chalk white, "Kerry" Calum said, that's where I know her from, she's Kerry Fisher.

"How are you after the other day?" She asked smirking at me, "Why are you telling everyone that you made me cheat on Ariana?" Calum asked, "Because you did cheat on her with me" she said, "No I didn't, I would never cheat on Ariana" he said, "Well you did, and I was happy to be the one you did it with" she said, I could see Calum get angrier, "Im going to get another drink" I said quietly before going up to the bar where Luke, Mark and Michael were sitting, "Guess who showed up at our table" I said, "Who?" Luke asked, "Kerry Fisher" I said, "I still don't think Calum cheated on you" Michael said, "Then explain the pictures and her tweets" I said, "I can't explain the pictures, but have you ever thought that maybe she could be lying about the tweets?" Michael said, "But why would she lie about something as serious as that?" I asked, "I don't know Ariana but I believe Calum over a girl I don't even know, and I think you should too" he said.

"Michael there's pictures of the both of them together and then she admitted she made Calum cheat on me, what more proof do I need?" I asked, "I don't know Ariana, but I still believe Calum" he said, I sighed as I finished my third drink, "Im going back to the table to get my bag and then go to the hotel" I said, "See you later" I said hugging the three of them.

I walked back to the table where Calum and Ashton sat alone talking, when I got there, they both stopped and stared at me, "Im going back to the hotel, just came to get my bag" I said picking up my bag and turning around, "Wait Ari, let me come with you" Calum said, "I'd rather you didn't" I said as I continued walking, not bothering to check if he was behind me or not.

"Ari just hear me out, I swear I didn't cheat on you, I met Kerry at a meet and greet, she asked me for a hug so I hugged her, why would I cheat on you Ari? I love you" Calum said once we got to my room, "Why are you still lying? You've all ready lost me Calum, there's no point in still lying about it" I said, "Exactly, I've all ready lost you, so why would I continue lying? Why don't you trust me Ari?" he said, tears in his eyes, "Because she told me you cheated with her, she said she didn't even regret it, she admitted it" I said, "So you believe some girl over me? Is that how it is?" Calum asked, tears rolling down his face, "This always happens to us, we're better off apart" I said, tears in my eyes, "Don't say that Ari, I love you" Calum pleaded.

"Calum you cheated on me! You've broke my heart so many times!" I said, "Im sorry" he said, "Sorry doesn't fix everything" I said, I saw Calum look at my wrists and I tried to hide them, but he saw, he grabbed them, "You promised you wouldn't do it again" he said, "Yeah, well you promised you wouldn't hurt me again, you did more than hurt me this time Calum, you broke me" I said, wiping the tears from my eyes, "I didn't cheat on you Ari, whether you believe me or not, I know the truth" he said as he left me in my room.

I lay on my bed.

Why wouldn't he just admit it?

Why wouldn't he just admit he cheated?

I all ready know he did.

But did I see it with my own two eyes?

No.