Quincy & Malaika.. if y'all see this, I'm so sorry!
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re·mem·brance
/rəˈmembrəns/
noun
the action of remembering something.
"a flash of understanding or remembrance passed between them"
You will remember her...
& the darkness came and went with what remained of my love for you..
and my purpose.
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It's been a month, almost two, since Quincy and I spoke, and I was at the peak of my career. How ironic is it that when I'm at the best point in my professional life, I'm at my worst in my personal life?
Quincy and I's argument was truly our breaking point and I could tell he was serious when he said he wanted nothing to do with me. He blocked me on all social media, blocked my number, and gave me a time period to move my stuff out of his place.. and I was fine with it all. It was confusing because Quincy wasn't the type of guy to act like this after a breakup.. no matter how bad you fucked up, so it got me thinking it was deeper but I let it go. After all, I deserved it.
I recently went to the doctor and I wanted nothing more than to inform him that I was diagnosed with schizophrenia, but it was nothing major. I'm only inbetween the prodromal and active stages so if I begin treatment as soon as possible, they may be able to isolate it and get rid of it before it gets too bad. Not only that but I was also diagnosed with postpartum depression.. even though I miscarried, it's apparently still possible. Therapy was recommended for my PPD.. and rehab was recommended for my cocaine and heroin abuse. I finally opened up and told my mom and sister about what I've been going through.. they were extremely supportive and encouraging in my journey to rehabilitation which I was grateful for.. because I couldn't lose anybody else.
Eventually, I broke the news to my fans and it spread like wildfire, everyone knew about my drug abuse and all my issues.. it was even trending at one point.
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