MindFulMess .5 (Growing up Series)

Fake

I'm so sick of faking
I'm so sick of playing the same role
The kind happy person
That everyone adores. 
I'm not this happy person..
This isn't me I swear..
But you'll never know this..
Cause I'll always be there..
I'll always be smiling..
So you can never see my pain..
I know this isn't right..
But I'm fighting..
With my pain..