MindFulMess .5 (Growing up Series)

I.. I'm tired

I may be careless.. But I'm so done. I'd rather hit my head against a gun.
I've fallen down this hole of despair..Leave me here without any care. Im so tired.. Please leave me.. Alone. I need some time to think on my own. with some silence..to think some things through. Just let me not be okay for once..just let me be me for once.. Just let.. Me sleep..