SPN:Torn:Shotguns Or Wings? (Book 3)

Chapter 1: Profound Bond

*Niki's POV*
It had been over a year, since I last saw Dean. A whole year since I've sat next to my favorite hunter in his beloved Impala. I deleted his number. I treated him just like Sammy...Gone. I have been working with Crowley, to try to free Sam. The King of Hell said no one knows anything. I guess you could say Crowley has become my new "BFF". My only friend left. I haven't seen my sexy angel in a trenchcoat,  Castiel in almost a year. 7 months, 4 days, and 19 hours to be exact, but who has time to count? My whole world went to Hell in a handbasket all so suddenly. I have yet to do anything about it. I cant. Sammy Is rotting with Lucifer and Michael, Dean kicked me out of his life like I never existed, and Cas, my love, my boyfriend, or at least WAS my boyfriend. Just can't fit me into his angel schedule. He's forgotten all about me. So now all I have is my dad, the King Of Hell, and my beautiful purple Harley Davidson, Crowley bought me for my bday. Which was a month ago. I didn't hear from Dean or Cas on my bday either. I continue to hunt with my father, and honestly if I died today, I would be grateful. If i went to heaven, maybe I could actually be with Cas. But I can't think like that. I can't leave my Dad alone. I guess it just sucks to find out I mean nothing to a pigheaded Winchester, and a clueless Angel. Fuck it......Fuck it all.

*Dean's POV*
Well, here I am living the apple pie life. Going to bed with a beautiful, hard working woman, who's a good mom, and girlfriend. And being a dad to her awesome son, Ben. The Impala is parked and covered in our garage. To be honest, I couldn't look over and see Lisa sitting where...She used to sit. It has been a little over a year since I've seen Niki. I didn't even call her for a bday a month ago. I would be lying to say I didn't think of her every secondof the day. But she has her Angel boyfriend to look out for her. I wouldn't be surprised to find out they are living together. I haven't even spoke to Bobby. I have a great life. ... Hell, I'm not gonna lie. I'm miserable. I want my old life back. I want to hunt. I want my brother. I want....her.

*Castiel's POV*
I watch her as she wishes for her own death. But yet she goes on with her life. I watch her with her new demon "friend". It's amazing to hear her laugh again. I almost showed myself when Crowley bought her that death trap motorcycle for her bday. And smited him right then and there. But it's my own fault. I left her, just like everyone else. I've tried letting her go completely from my mind, heart, and soul. But watching her pray to God everynight, thanking him for all she has, asking him to look after Dean, and I... stops me. Her faith that never falters in my father, after she lost everything... Only makes me love her more. I want to go and beat Dean till he's powder for leaving her.... but that's just hypocritical. I wanted to leave her with him, and let him make her happy, let him make her forget me. But he's as dumb as I am. I can't let her distract me now. Heaven needs me. I don't have time for humans and their emotions. But yet I'm here, several times a day checking on her, in secret. Watching myself, and a Winchester slowly destroy her.

*Time skip...Story info*
Sammy somehow comes back, he goes to Dean and pulls him from his normal life to help him hunt. The boys' grandfather, Mary's Dad Samuel is brought back too. Sam is different, cold, and emotionless. After solving a case Dean leaves Lisa and Ben to go back to hunting full time with Sammy. Then he decided if he's gonna be hunting again, he needs his favorite lovely hunter with him....Niki!

*Now*Niki's POV*
I am at my little one bedroom house I bought to be alone and where I can hang with Crowley in secret. Crowley is leaned up against my garage door, talking with me as I wash my bike in the driveway. Then I hear a sound I never thought I would ever hear again.....A familiar car pulls in my drive.

Crowley:"Sorry love, I'm out. See ya."

I cant believe my fucking eyes. Dean, and Sam Winchester walk up to me in my driveway. I stand there in major shock.

Dean:"Hey, Darlin. I must be hallucinating, cuz I thought I saw Crowley."
Niki:"Nope. He's my friend. HE has been there for me. HE has been the only other person besides dad to be there for me. HE Is family now. HE cares about me, unlike you and feathers for brains upstairs. YOU don't get to judge. YOU, and Cas left me, threw me away. And YOU need to leave. Go back to your perfect life, and perfect bitch."
Sam:"Wow. We'll hello Niki."
Niki:"Sammy, is it really you?"
Sam:"Yup. I'm not sure how, but yup."