For Namjoon being the leader of BTS has always been a blessing and a burden. Right now he would think it was a burden. It's been two and half days since Jimin and Jungkook have gone missing and maintaining a calm demeanor has been difficult for everyone but none so much so than Namjoon. He realizes he must remain calm for the others to remain calm although the least calm of the members has been Taehyung.
Teahyung has been jumpier than water to a hot frying pan. Taehyung refuses to sleep alone and if no one will sleep in his room he goes and sleeps with Hoseok, which is where he spends most of his time. One reason is because there is a spare bed (Jimin's) which has provided him tremendous comfort and two is because Hoseok is in the room. Taehyung misses both Jungkook and Jimin equally and it is tearing him apart they are not home. The comfort of Jimin's bed makes him feel like he can feel both of them. Hoseok doesn't mind sharing his room with Taehyung because he gets the side benefit of Yeontan but also because he and Taehyung have developed a special bond themselves. For whatever reason Tannie seems to want to curl up with Hoseok in his bed when Taehyung is in the room.
The boys have been doing their best to get through the last couple of days without Jimin and Jungkook but they would all agree it felt as if they all had the left and right arms cut off and the pain was unbearable. To add to their misery it hadn't stopped raining one minute since the two boys went missing. It's as if the heavens were just as sad as the rest of the members.
Yoongi was in his Genius Lab quietly crying. Surely he had been seen shedding tears before. All of the awards shows in the early days when winning was a shock because they were such "dirty spoons". This was different and he didn't want the others to worry. Many times the truly deep things that bothered Yoongi he dealt with inside the Genius Lab because no one knew the passcode. Sometimes not even himself. Today, Yoongi was watching some video clips he had himself recordered of times it was just him, Jimin and Jungkook. Sometimes, they were just clips of him and Jimin. Truth be told, Yoongi was so shy at times that it was often extremely difficult for himself to tell people what he really felt about them. Jimin was one of those people. He regretted Jimin because of his shyness. He was unable when it would have been possible to tell the younger he had feelings for him but he didn't. His loss was Jungkook's gain. Yoongi was never mad or jealous that Jimin wound up falling for Jungkook. He could see how. Jungkook was cute, funny, sweet, shy, and very caring in his own way but ultimately for Yoongi...way too much energy. That was the thing about Jimin. He was a laid back energy...except on the stage where it counted the most. Between Jungkook and Jimin, they balanced each other out. Jungkook just had difficulty in expressing his feelings. He expressed himself differently. Yoongi for whatever reason couldn't even do any of that. Everything was a sarcastic display. He'd look the other way and tell them he loved them. He mumbled it. He'd tell them they were crazy and he never said any such thing even when he confessed it to someone else. He just could never bring himself to say it when it was important. So today, that regret was even bigger. Of course, he wanted to see both Jimin and Jungkook back but the pain of Jimin being gone was just a smidge bigger. Although, he did love Jungkook with all of his heart too. A clip came up from their last Bon Voyage and Yoongi laughed after Jungkook and he shared a drink, fist bumping and stating 'friendship is an Irish baam.' " Another tear rolls down his cheek.
Jin, ever ready with the Dad jokes couldn't remember one. Jin was the big brother. The goofy big brother. He was the protector of Jungkook. You know the kind. The kind that would beat the shit out of whoever stole your younger brother's lunch money at school. Jin felt best working on his anger, frustration and sadness by working out in the gym. The only one who could rival Jungkook in muscle mass and sculpture was Jin. Just more people saw Jungkook's body than Jin's. Jin was very shy about his body. Not that he had anything to be shy about. Truth be told, it's not like any extra reps on the the Nautilus was going to make a difference. Jin was rock solid but he just didn't want to cry anymore.
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You're In Danger (#WATTYS2019) [COMPLETED]
FanfictionA little bit of angst...okay a whole fucking lot of angst. Expensive alcohol wasting. A psycho ex-K-pop idol, currently sentenced to jail, figuratively & literally. A world tour in the process. Two missing idols from the biggest band in the world...