Falling In Love With My Best Friend

chap 9 ; black

"but dad! i don't wanna go to leigh's house! she's still bullying me like before!" i whined

"no kayla! you're comming to your aunt jayla's birthday party! whether you like it or not. and that's final!" dad told me

"can kris come at least?" i asked him

"fine, whatever" he said and walked upstairs

i ran up to my room and plopped on top of my bed.

i reached over to my desk and to get my phone amd quickly dialed kris' number.

after 2 rings, kris picked up

phone convo ;

kris - "hey kay, what's up?"

me - "nothing. i was just wondering if you wanted to go with me and jacob to leigh's house for her mom's birthday?

kris - "sorry kay... hannah is comming over"

me - "oh....... um okay. i understand"

kris - "i'm sorry. i'll make it up to you"

me - "no, no. it's okay"

kris - "okay. bye kay, love you"

me - "you too"

i quickly hung up and brang my knees to my chest..

i can't believe it. kris gave his time to some random slut instead of hanging with his bestfriends..... i admit, i get jealous everytime i see kris with different girls everyday, i get jealous when he makes out with a girl in front of me, i get jealous when he chooses to stay with one of them in his bed, than hang out with his bestfriends.. it kills me. i don't know what i'm feeling, but my heart shatters everytime he tells a girl he loves her.. i just break everytime he does that. i'm pretty used to it.

i layed down and felt a tear roll down my cheek, and then another tear, and then another. followed by a lot more other tears.

"kayla are you re-- what happened?!" jacob asked and ran over to me and holding me in his arms.

i didn't reply. instead i just let the tears roll down from my eyes and onto jacob's shirt.

"shhh" he said while rocking me and forth trying to comfort me

~ next day ~

"kayla... kayla! kayla wake up!"

i quickly sat up and looked around my room and then noticed jacob.

"oh, good morning" i greeted

"morning. how you feeling?" he asked me

at first i didn't know what he was talking to about. and then i remembered.. kris decided to stay with one of his toys instead of his bestfriends.

i released a sigh. "yeah, i'm fine" i lied

"kayla, your my twin sister, and my bestfriend. i know your not fine. what happened last night?" he asked me

"jacob... i'm fine, i swear... don't worry about it" i told him and kissed his cheek.

i got out of bed and went inside the shower.

* 20 minutes later *

i hopped inside dad's truck and jacob began to drive his way to kris' house.

kris went inside and buckled his seatbelt.

"morning" kris said

"morning" jacob replied

i didn't say anything. i just looked out the window.

"kayla... i said i was sorry" he told me

again. i ignored him

"ohh, so it's about kris, huh? what in the hell did you do!? last night she was cr--" before jacob could finish his sentence i interrupted him

"i'm fine" i said

"no you're not. kris what did you do!? she was crying last night!" jacob yelled and turned his body to face kris

jacob wasn't facing the road and he started to shift lanes without knowing.

"JACOB WATCH OUT!" i screamed

and then everything went black.